Across waters.

Twenty.

Weeks, months flew by, Zak and myself where more in love than ever. We've overcome battles and our past demons but it all changes from tomorrow, tonight is our last night as singles, tomorrow we wed and become one. "Wakey wakey babe!" I rolled over to see Zak sitting above me with a single rose. "Hello babe!" I took the rose out and sank deep into a kiss. "Hey hey save it for tomorrow night" i winked at Zak and pushed him away "nooooo I must have you" he lied on top of me and tickled me. "I can't wait until you're Mrs Bagans" just hearing those words sent butterflies to my stomach.

Later that day I left and stayed at the hotel with my girls, cece, Courtney, Zak's sister, his mum and my mum. I made Zak's sister a bridesmaid after she did something extraordinary for me, made me her baby boys god mother. We all sat around drinking champagne and pigging out on strawberries and chocolate. We say around and just hung, I looked around and felt very blessed to have all of this. We all turned in and headed to bed, both mums left the hotel and me and they girls had one final cheer and headed to bed.

Back at the house Zak, Aaron, Jay and Billy where playing pool and having a few drinks "tomorrow's the big day." Bill patted Zak's back in support, "yep. She's all mine. I can't wait" his face lit up. They all had a round of celebrations and cheers and headed to bed. Zak snuck to his dungeon, and brought out his SB11 box, he wanted to try and speak to James. He locked the door and turned on the machine, "James, are you here?" Nothing came through for about 30mins, Zak was constantly asking him to talk. Zak brought out a picture of me "who's this lady?" He waited for a response, he was about to give up until he heard a voice. "Mummy" Zak threw his hands up and weep. "Oh James, I'm sorry you didn't make it, I wanted to give you everything. I wanted to show you the world." Zak could barely make it through this. "I love you daddy" Zak cried even more, to hear those words was like seeing heaven and being able to talk to God. Zak whispered 'I love you' back. He headed up to his room and got some sleep.

Zak woke up and saw a little boy by his bed smiling at him, he smiled back. The little boy and Zak held hands, Zak thought he was dreaming, the boy faded away and arrow bursted through the door "happy wedding day dude!" Aaron had such excitement. "Dude James was here! I saw him!" Zak woke up in tears of joy. Aaron sat beside him and comforted him "I believe he came to you, knowing he'd be here will make you more happier" Aaron hugged Zak. "I hope he comes, I had a talk with him over the SB11, I showed him a picture of Kay and he said mummy." Aaron comforted Zak, they came downstairs and joined the guys in a quick breakfast. They started to get dressed and had some professional photos taken and headed off to the venue.

I woke up sick, I headed straight to the toilet and was sick everywhere, "holy fuck!" I held my stomach and felt a weird sudden thud "what was that?" I quickly ran straight to my beauty bag, I pulled out my pain relief medication and right next to it was my spare pregnancy test. I hesitated, this couldn't be? I took the test, but I wasn't able to see the results. Before I knew it I had to get ready, all the girls stormed in my room and scared me. "Kay! Happy wedding day!" All the girls surprised me with confetti and flowers. I froze "Kay you look like you've seen a ghost!" It honestly feels like I have, I just smiled and giggled. My hairdresser and make up artist, soon it was time to get dressed and have some photos done and leave. I came out and all girls began to cry, "Kay you look like an angel!" I had to head to my room and make sure all my stuff was packed and ready to be picked up, i bent down and felt little hands hold my cheeks. I closed my eyes and whispered James. A warm, loving feeling rushed over me. Knowing my boy was here was all I wanted. "Kay you ready?" Courtney knocked on the door and guided me out of the room.

I sat in the room by myself, I paced back and fourth I couldn't keep a thought in my head. My mum knocked and told me it was time. I took her hand and we headed to the big doors, my new life was just a doorway away, I was excited and nervous. I could hear our song playing, the song brought back many happy memories, I was ready to do this. I was worried I'd be too focused on the people that I wouldn't be able to see Zak. As soon I walked out I held Zak's eyes with mine. He was picture perfect, he stood there crying and had the happiest smile. I wanted to be in his arms, I paced up my walk. Zak's eyes widen and only had his eyes on me. I soon took his hand and the priest began the ceremony.

We stood holding hands for about 20 minutes and then it was time for our vowels, Zak went first. "I feel like everything in my life has led me to you. My choices, my heart breaks, my regrets. Everything. And when we're together, my past seems worth it. Because my love, if I had done one thing differently, I might never had met you. I'm proud to stand here today and in front of all these people to declare my love for you. Kay, you are my sunshine. You are strength when I'm weak. I can't dictate what the future has installed for us but I promise I'll be by your side, holding your hand. Kay, I'm in love with all of you. I can't wait to show you the world." Zak was so strong making it through his speech, I was sobbing. Now it was my turn, "No words can explain how much I love you. Any combination of the 26 letters in the alphabet couldn't come up with a word that describes an inch of how I feel. I promise to love you without condition. To honour you everyday, to be with you through happy times, to be there for a laugh, to be there for when you struggle. I promise I'll face the world with you, I'll conquer anything with you by my side. I promise to always be your biggest fan. I promise to bring out the best in you, because you bring out he best in me. Forever is not promised, but let's start our forever. Zak, I love you."

We pretty much had the room in tears... of joy. The we said our "I Do's" and exchanged rings. "Ladies, gentlemen, boys and girls, I now give you man and wife, Mr and Mrs Zachary Alexander Bagans. You may now kiss your bride" Zak cupped my face and had our first kiss as man and wife. Everyone stood up and cheered, I held Zak's hand and we walked down the alter. Our first steps and man and wife. "I love you" I held Zak at the end of the altar and kissed him. It was a fairytale coming true.