!!CURRENTLY ON HOLD!!Bitter End - A Donatello and Reader love story.

THIS CHAPTER CAUSED ME PAIN UWU

"I don't even know if I'll ever get the chance to see it for myself."

After that sentence April did not suggest any idea of taking our protagonist to the turtles' home or inviting her.

I, as narrator, would never know why she didn't.

However our protagonist interpreted it in some way.

(Y/n) PoV

'God can't you take a hint??Won't you offer me to take me there?

I'm not some kind of enemy. God.

I mean- ugh- it's true I've only seen them once but come on!

Or, well, THEY only saw me once. But I'm not bad!

God, I feel lonely.'

As a way of changing the conversation you asked the red-hair, "Hey. And, like, what do you do on weekends?"

"Oh? Well, I do the homework in the first place. Always. Then I just stay at home or I go out with Irma or go see th--"

"Whom summoned the almighty?"

"WAH!" / "EH!!"

Both of you were taken by surprised when Irma, appearing out of nowhere, placed herself between you and April.

"Irma! Hi!!"

"eh.... You scared me! Hi." It took you a second to respond since you were still shaken from the scare.

"So, April. Do you wanna hang out this weekend?"

"Yeah! Sure!"

"And you too (Y/n)! It would be a girls day out!! Awesome!"

"Uh..." You were hesitant. "Yea. Sure. Yeah, I'll come!" Your last answer was more enthusiastic than the previous words.

"AWESOME!"

And  with a girls day out agreed on, the three youngsters went on with their usual, most typical Monday of school.

About (Y/n) hesitant answer.

It's not that (Y/n) did or didn't want to go.

It's just that (Y/n) didn't know if her mother would agree to it.

But she thought she would. Because why would mother stop her from having friends?

So (Y/n) said yes to going out.

And so before school ended, (Y/n) thought of asking the girls for their numbers. But what surprised (Y/n) the most at that moment was April's phone.

Turtle shell-shaped phone.

The idea that it was these turtles who gave it to her struck you immediately.

And it made you feel not-so-happy feelings inside you.

But what could you do?

Nothing.

At least not yet.

During one of the evening classes (Y/n) was trying to think of different way which could help her become friends with the turtles.

While it is true that she had this feeling for the one named Donatello, she also genuinely wanted to befriend them. Simply because they seemed like they would make really good friends.

When it came to friends, (Y/n) never really had any luck.

Or so she thought for many years before she grew into a mature teen.

You see, many years ago, starting from primary school, I thought I was lame and uncool only because I wasn't one of the "popular" kids. Those who seemed to be friends with everyone in school and that many were looking at, and for some being jealous or envious of said kids. And it was the same when I was in middle school.

Those "popular" kids as I call them, and now that I'm opening up about this; that I'm making myself aware of that situation, I realize that, maybe, they weren't as "popular" as thought until today. As I'm writing this.

If I really think of it now, I just think they were just confident... about themselves.

Which I wasn't until just a few years ago... About two or three. Or is it just been a few days / weeks that I've been gaining confidence?

It's hard to tell. But I would say that "school-wise" it's been a few years I've been gaining confidence. It's not perfect yet but I am getting there. And as for " "me"-wise " it might have been a few days; I think; only.

I say so because only two or three days ago was I completely happy about how I looked, about myself as I was. Maybe the outfit did help a little (now that I think of it, it might be true)

To conclude this personal part, I've understood a some years ago only that it was better to have just a very close group of friends on which you can really count than having many friends about which you don't really know much about.

And with that, I'll say that I'm very happy about my friends, and especially my very best friend of soon 8 years ;)

(Did you know that if a friendship lasts more than 7 years it's most likely going to last for life? That's what she told me some years ago >w<)

As school came to end, our protagonist still hadn't found a solution to her problem.

Ultimately she stopped worrying about it and decided that fate would make her friends with those turtles or not.