My Bully/Love

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Grayson's POV:
Jack didn't know that I bullied Ashley. We were making out and Jack got angry because he found out that I was her bully.
Jack: "Get off her! you were bullying her!"
Ashley: "You can't control who I'm with!"
After several minutes of arguing, Ashley got angry so she ran out.
Jack, Ethan, and I ran after her, and she ran to the street, and a car hit her.
Me and Jack: "ASHLEY"
Me: "CALL THE AMBULANCE QUICK"
We all ran next to her and started to shake her.
me: "stay strong baby"
Then her eyes shut and the ambulance came to get her.
they let the three of us in.
I held onto her hand and I was sobbing and I couldn't handle this. What if she dies? It will be all because of me. If she died I couldn't handle it. I can't manage to lose her.
We arrived at the hospital and the doctor said that she will have surgery and she might have a coma after.
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Hours later:
Doctor: "Ashley?"
we all looked up.
Doctor: "the surgery went perfectly. she is in a coma. we don't know if she will wake up, or when. you may visit her now."
we all went in one by one and I went in last.
I sat down and grabbed her hand.
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Me: "I don't know if you can hear me. baby I'm so sorry. I love you so much. I will never stop loving you till I die. I can't live without you. I don't know what's going to happen. I need you. I'm so sorry for all the damage I caused you to do. You are my everything even though we are just starting to get close. I love you so much. You are they light to my life, my everything. I don't know what I would do without you. I don't want to lose you now. Please stay with me and stay strong. I'm so sorry. this is all my fault. I will stay with you till forever. if you go, I will always love you. you made my life better while we were together."
I was sobbing by now. the only thing I know is that I love her, will always stay with her, and everything that I said was true. I couldn't loose her.