Loud Pøetry Spilled From The Quiet Soul

Part 23

I'm not the only one in this world who has thought about cutting
Into there wrists every night.
And
I'm not the only one who feels so alone
That even music can't help.
And
I'm not the only one who cries themselves to sleep every night hoping that they don't wake up in the morning.
And
I'm not the only one who lays over a toilet bowl trying to flush away the calories I've digested.
And
I'm not the only one who smacks themselves in the head just so
The voices could stop finally.
And
I'm not the only one who has tryed to kill themselves more than 10 times
In one year.
And
I'm not the only one who see this that aren't there but are so real at the same time.
And
I'm not the only one who fakes a smile everyday so people won't see the monster within.
And
I'm not the only one who pulls down there long sleeves to hide the shame.
And
last but not least.
I'm not the only one who felt so unloved that they turned to drugs or pills just to escape the pain.