Losing a friend hurts...
Losing a person you love...
Hurts worse...
I was forced to stop speaking
To you..
Or else you'd leave...
I never wanted this to happen...
I was never annoyed with your relationship status...
I was only annoyed with how you'd
Fight with me then talk about him....
I love seeing you happy.
You've been there for me when I didn't deserve it.
And of course I miss you.
I miss everything.
I regret even opening my mouth.
But it's to late now...you hate me.
I'm nothing to you anymore...
I don't deserve your friendship anymore...
Never did.
If I had to say anything to you I'd be speachless...
Because I'd never have the words to express how much I loved you ad a friend. As my fam.
I miss us...
But it's over now...
Can't do anything about it.
Might as well start cutting again....
Don't really feel like myself anymore.
I even ignored the person I care about to cry over me losing my bestfren.
I lied.
I never wanted to lose you.
But look where we are now...
We are gone.
I am gone.
YOU ARE READING
Loud Pøetry Spilled From The Quiet Soul
PoetryAll of these are mine. Not the Internet. Trigger warning. (Self mutilation, depression, anorexia, etc....) And my apologies if they aren't even slow to Bukowski or Anything....I just wanted to try