Drowning out the world.
Watching the walls you tried so desperately to keep up.
You isolated yourself into the walls of your depression that you tried to escape but couldn't.
Your demons have become apart of your daily routine.
Using you like a marionette.
Tugging on the strings on your brain and using your body to give them a voice.
It's like a disaster movie that will never stop running.
A broken record stuck on repeat that no one will ever come and try to put back together.
Losing track of time and getting lost in reality.
The person who you thought was gunna be in your life forever takes a tune in the other direction that you went in. Showing you a side of them you hoped to never see...
Losing all hope.
And standing on the side of the road with your hand put hoping someone will stop and give you a lift in a new direction.
But that's not how the story goes.
It's filled with decisions that you have to deal with 24/7
Not waiting for someone to come along.
Tis why we are independent.
Tis is why we choose to stay alone.
Tis why...you feel so left out.
-goodbye-
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Loud Pøetry Spilled From The Quiet Soul
PoetryAll of these are mine. Not the Internet. Trigger warning. (Self mutilation, depression, anorexia, etc....) And my apologies if they aren't even slow to Bukowski or Anything....I just wanted to try