Thug Life is the Life To live

THE STRUGGLE

QUAY POV

So its 9:00 at night and im sleepy af. Me and Tre were at the pool all day and i had so much fun with the hoes. I even brought one of em back with me. She was the prettiest one i saw. I forgot her name all i know is that we fucked and now shes puking in my bathroom. Wtf man! Tre came running into my room.. "Aye man whats going on" Idk man! That bitch has been throwing up for the past 15 minutes and i dont know why i said annoyed. "Well go check on her dummass" Tre yelled at me. Fuck! I guess he's right i should go make sure she not dying or some shit but damn i was really starting to fall into a deep sleep. I got up and walked down the hall with Tre by my side. I knocked on the door real lightly then cracked it open. Aye ma, you alright in there. *no reply* Ma? *still no reply* I know u hear me, whats the matter? Fuck! I wish i had remembered her name. I opened the door and saw her sitting by the toilet crying hysterically. What the hell i said turning to Tre. He shrugged his shoulders "talk to her man" he said then walked out closing the door behind him. I was at a lost for words. I never brought home a hoe and then had her go throw up and cry in my bathroom before. I walked over to her and calmly sat beside her. Damn now i really had wished i remembered her name. I guess ill just stick with ma. I picked her chin up and looked into her eyes. I saw nothing but pure hurt and nervousness. Whats the matter ma? You can tell me what happened. I scooted a lil closer to her. Are you okay? She looked into my eyes and simply said "No, im not okay" I was getting a little impatient now. Look either you tell me whats the matter or you get your shit and get the fuck out. She looked up at me and i saw her eyes turn from pain to anger. "FINE!" Oh hell no did this bitch just yell at me? In my house! While i was trying to be nice to her ass?! Bitch, what the fuck is your problem its not my fault you a hoe! Df. "Im not no fucking hoe nigga! I was high and wasn't thinking straight" She screamed at me. I heard Tre run down the hall "what the hell is going on? He asked looking confused. I was so pissed i couldn't even answer him. That was the last time this hoe was gonna yell at me in my house! I grabbed her by her hair and dragged her back to my room. I snatched the covers from around her body leaving her there embarrassed and naked in front of me and Tre. Give my back my damn blanket bitch! Hurry up and get your shit and leave. She ran over to where he her clothes were and quickly started to put them on. As soon as she was done putting on her shirt i grabbed her hand before she can even put on her sandals. I grabbed her sandals and dragged her all the way down my stairs. "Get the fuck off of me!!" she screamed yelling and crying. Bitch get out! i shoved her out the door and threw her sandals at her. She looked at me with so much hurt in her eyes. It looked like she was gonna say something but i slammed the door before she had a chance. I turned around to see Tre standing there was his mouth wide opened. He looked speechless. "Damn bro i never seen you so mad before." "I mean i know you were mad but did you have to be that mean?!" Tre I DONT GIVE A FUCK. Never in my life have i had a hoe disrespect me in my own house and i aint boutta let that shit start i said with so much anger in my voice. Before he could even respond i ran upstairs to my room. Just sleep in the guess room tonight i yelled before slamming my door. I starred in the mirror and took a few deep breaths. I was so mad i was shaking. Something alot of people dont know is that i have serious anger problems. Like im so bad that i have to take pills for it. I never told Tre cause i was scared he would judge me. Ill admit i was extra mean today. I probably could of handled the situation in a different way but i couldn't control myself. I took a "chill pill" as i look to call it and about 10 minutes later i was calmed down completely. Now that my rage is over i felt kind of bad cant front. I walked over to my bed and saw blood in the sheets. What the fuck i said to myself. I starred at the sheets for a good 5 minutes trying to recap what happened when i remembered that she told me she was a virgin. Damn. I must of been way to big for her hole. I took the sheets off my bed and through them in the hamper. After i changed my sheets i noticed that she had left her phone on my night stand. It was locked and i didn't know the password so i couldn't get into it. Damn. I went to put the phone down and noticed a condom wrapper. I picked it up and noticed the condom still in it. My mouth literally dropped. Fuck! Was this the condom i was suppose to use? No, it cant be! I was freaking the fuck out. NEVER IN MY LIFE HAD I FORGOT TO WRAP UP. Calm down quay. Just calm down. I was talking to myself and breathing in and out. What if she burnt me? Oh god. Nah, that unlikely though since i popped her cherry. I mean i was her first so thats a plus. Wait, but what if shes pregnant? Nah, you cant get pregnant your first time. Or can you? FUCK. This was going to be a long ass night for me.