Thug Life is the Life To live

Emotions

TRE POV

I was like 2 minutes away from cumming. I swear i was trying my hardest not to give in but her p*ssy was SO wet! She started speeding up and i couldnt hold it anymore. I let out a groan and pretty much exploded inside her. She stopped and smiled at me. Lynnae just started laughing. I cant believe this shit! I felt so fucking useless! Patrice slid my d*ck out of her and pulled her skirt back down. "He's really big girl u gonna love it!" Patrice
said. "Well duh hes big bitch i can see that, i cant wait!" I just hung my head down low. "Tre baby ill give u 20 minutes and then its my turn so prepare yourself!" Lynnae said. I watched them both walk out the room together. They shut off the lights and i was left naked, cold, and alone in this nasty ass basement. Guess thats what i get for going out getting fucked up when i should of been trying to talk things out with Shy.







SHY POV

I just made it into Georgia! Its so nice and warm down here i absolutely love it! Tremaine was fussy so my aunt stopped at a rest stop to get him something from McDonalds.

"What would you like today ma'am?" The lady asked in this beautiful southern accent.

Can i please have a 4 piece nugget and small fry, i said smiling at her.

"Sure thang will that be all?"

Yes.

"Okay that will be 3 dollars and 37 cent please."

I payed the lady and went to the next line to pick up my food. When it was ready i grabbed and decided to have a seat at one of the tables outside. I handed Trey two french fries so he'd
have one in each hand. He immediately started taking bites from both of them. It was the cutest thing. It made me laugh to see him actually feeding himself. Mommy's big boy. My aunt came around the corner and sat down next to me. "So hows everything going hunny? I want to know everything from start to finish." She said smiling at me.

Okay well.. To be completely honest, me and my mama aint talking because she put me and my son out without even considering about what might happen to us since we were homeless! Then i met somebody that took me in. He was really nice and sweet and caring but i did him wrong. I waited too long to tell him who Treys real father was and when he found out he gave me 24 hours to get out so thats when i called you. I has tears rolling down my face now. Aunty i miss him so much and i feel so terrible for what i did. He was the best thing that ever happened to me and Trey. He is the love of my life! She pulled me in for a tight hug and wiped my tears.

"Child listen to me now, if that boy really love you than he aint just gonna give up that easy. All because of another man being your childs father? Youll know if he really cares about you if he tries to make things right."

But aunty i could of put his life in danger! Tony doesnt like Tre'Kel because to be honest they are in different gangs. I could of got him killed!

"So you trying to tell me you messing around with these hoodlums in these different gang knowing that you have a child to raise?" I put my head down in shame. "Shyanne look at me! Now i was young once too baby girl. I was a teenager once too! At your age i felt the same way. They got the money, they got the cars, nice place to stay, they be cute.. Fly.. Swagged out. Trust me baby girl i know. But when you look at your son is that the type of role model you want for him? When Trey gets 16 are you going to want him to think its okay to sell drugs? Running up on people and killing em? You listening to me Shyanne?!" I shook my head yes. "How would you feel if you got a call saying your son was in prison for committing a crime or worse how would you feel if a police officer shows up at your door to tell you that your baby has been killed in some type of gang war or something?" We both had tears rolling down our faces now. "Shy, i love you sweetheart. Even though im only 32 i been through alot. I've lost 2 of my sons to the streets. All because i decided to lay down with them thugs. My oldest daughter was raped by my boyfriend and i didnt even realize he was touching her! My baby lost her innocence to a grown ass man at the age of nine all because her mother didnt protect her. When she turned 16 she ran away and to this day i havent talked to her since. I have 3 kids and i lost all of them because of my own selfishness. Never put a man before your child sweetheart because at the end of the day when that man is gone and on to the next bitch that little boy will still be there to give you all the love in this world. Look at me. I aint got nobody right now today. I know what it feel like to be alone. Trust me Shy, your mama loves you girl! She love you with all her heart. Your problem is that both of you are just alike! So damn stubborn. When we were growing up me and your mama been through some thangs. To be honest shes been through way more than me which has made her the person she is today. No she aint perfect but one thing i can say is that she tried to be. She was a much better mother than i was, she was always trying to give you guys everything we never had. You and your brother are her life lines trust me!" Just then she got a call on her cell phone. "This is your other aunt sweetie im going to go answer this real quick but think about what i said."

She wiped her tears and walked away to talk to my other aunt. Trey was now almost finished with his fries so i handed him one of his nuggets. For an 11 month old my baby sure can eat. As i watches Trey eat i sat thinking about everything my aunt just said. My mama always told me that she didnt have any kids so i took that as literally. It never crossed my mind that she might of lost her babies. I cant believe shes been through so much, its sad. It makes me wonder if i should just call my mama and tell her that i love her. I mean you never know when its going to be your last time talking to somebody. I decided that ill give it more thought. My mind was honestly on Tre right now. Yeah, i know hes a thug but hes just different. I mean really though, what 17 year old boy you know would take on the responsibility of raising another mans child? It was like god sent me and angle when i met Tre. I want so badly to make things right with him. Especially since ive missed my period this month. I love Tremaine to death and even though the thought of having to deal with two kids is stressful its also very comforting to know hell have somebody to grow up with. No matter what Tremaine will come first and if i am pregnant than both of my kids will come first. Right now it just doesnt seem right how things were left. Ill do anything to have Tre back! Even though i really didnt want a baby and i was on birth control, Tre really wanted a baby. The more and more i think about it the more and more i kind of hope i am pregnant. It may be my only hope to getting my baby back.





TRE POV

3 hours have passed and thanks god neither of them bitches came back yet! I was cold and sore from being tied up for so long. I was also starving. Earlier i heard them bitches talking to some nigga earlier. I thought i heard Andro but i wasnt sure. I started fiddling with my hand trying to get them out the rope. I pulled my right hand down as hard as i could and i felt pain shoot through my whole arm. My hands were free but i couldnt move my right arm. FUCK! I said out loud. I heard footsteps coming towards the door and i started to panic. I was so weak and i could barely walk. I started limping as fast as i could into a corner. I used my left hand to cover my dick because i was still naked. I was hiding between two large dressers. There was a bag of clothes in front of me so i slouched down real low and prayed that they wouldnt see me.

"Where the fuck he at bitch?" Some niggas said

"Baby i swear i had his ass tied up right there i dont know how the fuck he got out!" I heard Patrice say.

"I swear to god you aint good for shit but sucking dick! I ask you to do one thing! Keep that nigga tied up for me and you couldnt even do that!" That nigga said again.

"Kris baby ple-"

It sounded like he slapped her and then i heard the door slam shut. I knew these bitches were set ups! This was probably there way to break me and Shy up while torturing me at the same damn time. I swear to god if i make it out alive i murdering these bitches! I heard one of the girls crying on the floor so i peaked my head up to see that it was Lynnae. Im guessing Kris was her boyfriend. I saw Patrice come in the room and hold her.

"Girl what happened, where the fuck he go?" Patrice said.

"I dont know! And now kris is mad at me and you know i hate that shit we have to find that nigga!"

"You right, you right. Tony's going to be pissed! Kris probably already told him."

"He is going to be even more pissed if you pregnant by him!"

"Bitch please i got 5 year birth control i aint getting pregnant no time soon. I just said that to scare the fuck out if him. Did you see his eyes when i told him he was going to get me pregnant?"

"Haha. Hell yea bitch! They was big as fuck! But come on we have to find this nigga. He was fucked up when we brought him here so he cant be too far."

"Yea you right, lets go!"

Listening to their convo made me sick as fuck. It took everything i had not to run towards them and smack the fuck out both them bitches. Once i heard them leave i ran to the door and opened it. I was in some raggedy ass house. The walls, couch and even TV were blue. This was definitely a crip nigga. I saw my clothes laying on the couch so i hurried up to put them on. I spotted the house phone and dialed Andros number since i knew it by heart.



~ PHONE CALL ~

Andro: fuck is this?

Tre: Andro its me Tre!

Andro: Nigga dont fucking play with me this aint Tre fucking phone

Tre: Boss i swear to god its me! Listen i really need you. Kris and Tonys girlfriends kidnapped me last night and im stuck in their house.

Andro: shit! I started not to let you leave with those bitches! Where you at?

Tre: i have no idea bro but im fucked up and i nee-

I dropped the phone when the front door opened. Kris and Tony were standing right there in front of me both aiming their guns. For the first time in my life i felt fear. So this is how its going to be huh? This how im going out? Fuck it. Live by the gun die by the gun. All of a sudden i felt a pride come over me. I walked up to both of them and they took their safety's off.

"You better back the fuck up little nigga."

Hell naw bitch! Yaw niggas too pussy to take me out yourself? You had to get your bitches to do it huh? I spit right in Tonys face. SHOOT ME NIGGA! LOOK ME IN THE FUCKING EYES AND SHOOT ME. Tony didnt pull the trigger, bitch ass. Kris did though and then i felt my breathing slowing down. I felt pain shooting through my chest and my knees got weak. I let my body fall and all i could see was black as i took my last breath.






ELLA POV


He raped me okay! God! Now stop fucking asking me the same questions i told the doctor at the hospital. Elaine broke down and cried. Daddy walked over and just held me. All i could do was think about how hurt i was.

~ FlashBack ~

James baby stoooooopp! I laughed. We were upstairs in my room and he was tickling me.

"Alright, alright baby ill stop" he said getting in between my legs and giving me a kiss.

I smiled at him and kissed him back. To be honest even though it was my first kiss it came easy. I actually liked it. When he started kissing on my neck is when i started getting uncomfortable. James baby stop im not ready for all that yet i said trying to pull his hand from under my shirt. He ignored me and put his hand between my legs. James stop! JAMES! JAMES STOP!

"Shut the fuck up Ella. You know you want me girl stop playin."

No James i dont, i dont want you. Please stop! He had his left handover my mouth while his right hand undid my pants. He yanked my pants and underwear off and i screamed at the top of my lungs. I kicked him in his face and ran downstairs to try and call my dad but he was too quick. He smacked the phone out my hand then he punched me in my eye and once again in my nose. He grabbed my boobs and squeezes them so hard it felt like his nails were digging into my flesh. I screamed out in pain and he through me to the ground.

"Shut the fuck up or ill snap your fucking neck understand?!"

I nodded my head terrified as he took off his pants and boxers. I closed my eyes and then i felt an extreme amount of pain shoot through my entire abdomen.

~ End of FlashBack ~

Thats all i remember. I dont even know how i got to the hospital honestly. I must've blacked out. Daddy went outside to speak to the doctors and it was just Elaine and I. We havent been getting along lately but it honestly felt so comforting to have my twin sister right by my side. Thanks for being here Elaine.

"Your welcome sis, i know how you feel."

It took a minute for those words to register. What the fuck does she mean she knows how i feel? Oh. God. No! Elaine! She shook her head yes and a tear rolled down her face. That bastard! How could i have been so fucking stupid. I held my sister. I wrapped my arms around her tight and i never wanted to let her go. I felt so bad. I forgot all about the fact that i was raped, all i could think about was Elaine. We are definitely running away! Just me and her and nobody can stop us.









---- * AUTHORS NOTE * ----

Sorry for the wait guysss !

Im thinking about skipping ahead a couple more months for the next chapter. What yall think ? Yes or no ?

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