Thug Life is the Life To live

Life is Hard

QUAY POV

I pulled up to the trap in my uniform. I seen almost everyones cars parked outside so im guessing i was the last one? Oh well fuck it! Niggas know that black people never on time. Ha ha. I walked in and saw everyone sitting around the long table. Tre immediately got my attention and gave me a look that let me know to go sit next to him. I walked over to Andro, Jarred and Raphiel and dapped them up before taking my seat. "Well since were all here now i guess i can tell you whats going on" Andro said. "Theres been a tragedy fellas. My mother has passed away. Yaw know shes had cancer for some time now. It hurts me to my heart to know that shes gone but i-" He stopped right there when somebody's phone started ringing. Immediately we all looked at Justin who was violently fighting to turn his sound down. I looked at Tre and he looked at me. We both shook our heads cause this nigga just fucked up! Justin was one of the newer guys in the group though. He had just got jumped in about 2 months ago so he still a rookie. "Um i-i im sorry boo" he said breathing heavy as if his chest was starting to cave in or some shit. "Dumb ass nigga" i heard Jarred say under his breath. "BLOODS?" Yes boss? We all say at once. "WHATS MY NUMBER ONE RULE?" He said sounding like a drill sargent. No phones allowed at the trap we all said in unison again. I swear Andros eyes were like blood shot red! I havent seen him this mad since niggas tried to kill his brother. "Justin?" Andro said in a calm voice. I swear this nigga bipolar or some shit. "Yes boss?" "GET YOUR MONKEY LOOKING ASS OUT MY MOTHER FUCKING TRAP HOUSE YOU ROOKIE ASS NIGGA! IM TRYING TO HAVE A CONVERSATION ABOUT MY MOTHER FUCKING MAMA ANS YO DISRESPECTFUL ASS GON COME UP IN MY SHIT WITH A GOD DAMN PHONE LIKE YOU GOT SPECIAL PRIVILEGES OR SOME SHIT?" "Im so sorry boss i-" "YOU BETTER BE SORRY NIGGA! MATTER FACT GET THE FUCK OUT MY MOTHER FUCKING TRAP HOUSE! BURN YOUR UNIFORM AND LEAVE TOWN! CAUSE IF I SEE YOUR BLACK ASS AGAIN IMA MURDER YOUR BITCH ASS!" We all watched as Justin got up and ran like hell out the trap. I bit my lip trying to hold back my laughter. I knew if i looked at Tre we'd prolly both bust out dyin so i just kept my head down. "So disrespectful!" Andro said. "Really though" Raphiel added in. Jarred just shook his head in disgust. I was never the type to fear anybody but if i did.. It probably be one of these niggas. REAL NIGGA SHIT. "Anyways..." Andro said regaining composure. "Where were we?" He took about a 20 second pause to regain his thoughts. "Oh thats right. My mama! Well yea, she passed this morning. I miss her and ima need a little more patience. Dont worry now, ill make sure all of ya get paid on time but Jarred and Raphiel gon be mainly in charge for like the next 3 weeks. So if ya got any problems ya need to see one of them. Make sure you give them the same respect you would give me or ima have ya running outta hea and leaving state like Justin bitch ass! Now thats the main reason i called ya here but not the only reason. Word on the street is that Kris is back. He was the leader of the Crips. They banged S.T. Street Thugs. Corny? Yes i know but before we wiped them out they had kilt almost 80 niggas in total. Dont take this shit lightly fellas. Im not saying to go out there and shoot every nigga dressed in blue but watch yaw backs. When we had the gang war 2 years ago we took out every S.T nigga accept for Kris. So i know if hes back hes back with a vengeance. They prolly wont bang S.T anymore so be on the look out for new or strange sets. I love every single one of yaw niggas. You guys are my sons. Ill be gone for 4 weeks so when i get back we all gonna meet up again. Then we gonna go around the table so ya could all have a chance to tell me what ya found out and whats new in your lives. Sounds good?" We all nodded and Andro put his hand out. We all put our hands out and on the count of three we "SUUUUU WOOOOP."

Andro finally dismissed us and i watched as most of the nigga gathered around to give the condolences. Before i left i gave him a hug and he smiled at me. "Quay, you know i heard about your lil situation with that girl that tried to kill herself. Dont get caught up with these bitches boy! All she tryna do is distract you from getting your money feel me?" I nodded my head and he looked into my eyes. "You one of the strongest niggas on the team Quay ima need you to pull through for me ya heard?" I nodded again and he raised his eyebrow. "I know u got a baby on the way too." My eyes widened and he smirked at me. "Haha. I know everything young blood. EVERYTHING! But aye i know u gonna do whats right and be there for ya seed. I nodded my head again. "You always nodding that damn head boy, go! Go home and take one of ya lil pills or something. Get out my sight" he said leaning back in his chair and smiling at me. Goodnight boss. I turned to walk away and noticed Tre getting in his car. AYEEE BRUH! I yelled before he was fully all the way in. "Sup bruh? Crazy shit with Justin word." Haha. Yeah bruh! But did u tell Andro i got Lala pregnant? "Nah." Did u tell him i take pills? "Nah, why?" Ion know man he just brought it up to me and i dont know how he could ever get that information. "Hes Andro Quay! That nigga is like some type of unknown god or some shit." Haha yea you right, you right. What you bout to go do? "Stop by the mall to go check on my baby, you?" Damn bruh, Shyanne got a nigga sprung! I respect it though. As for me... Im boutta go home, shower, and maybeeeeeeee call Jayla. "That wassup bro. Well text me when you wake up tomorrow and tell me what she said." No doubt.

We dapped each other up and i walked to my car as he drove off. I cant wait to get home and just relax!






SHY POV

Its now 9:34 at night and me and Trey were falling asleep on a bench outside the mall. I had literally walked around the whole mall about 20 times just window shopping. I was exhausted! I missed my bed. My own room. My own house. My brother, dad, and dog. I even missed my mom a little bit. I dont know why though. I know for a fact that she doesent miss me. That bitch is actually probably glad im out her house. Oh well fuck it. One day im going to make it big and be a millionaire and she gon be old a broke down. So when that bitch cant walk and she begging me to take care if her ima kick her ass to the curb and tell her to find a old people home or something. Karmas a bitch! Haha. I felt myself drifting off to sleep when i felt a slight tug on my arm. I thought it was probably one of the security guards but when i looked up it was Tony. What the fuck are you doing nigga? "Im coming to take what belongs to me." Nothing over here belongs to you Tony! "Bitch you and my son belong to me!" I could smell the alcohol in his breath. "How would you like it if i gave you this dick right here, right now? He said smirking. No! Move! Dont touch me! "Bitch shutup! You know you still love me! I was your first.. You never forget your first." He got on top of me and baby Trey started crying. Please Tony! Please stop! Dont do this i begged, but he wouldnt stop. He just kept shaking me. Tremaine was crying hysterically and i was screaming at the top of my lungs. He put his hand over my mouth and unzipped my zipper. Is he serious? Is he really going to rape me in public in front of our son?





TRE POV

"Please Tony stooooopppp. Please! Ill do anything! Please dont do this! Not here! Not in front of Tre! Pleaseeeee!" Welp, i finally found her. She was layed out on this bitch screaming at the top of her lungs. The baby was in his stroller crying hysterically and she had her eyes closed just screaming. There was nobody else there but she kept asking Tony to stop. Who the fuck is Tony? Shyanne its me. Its me baby, Tre'Kel. I dont know who tony is but im not him! I put my hand over her mouth so she'd stop screaming so loud and i began to shake her a little more. SHYANNE! Wake up. Please bae, i just wana help you. Finally i saw her eyes open. I took my hand off her mouth and she started to scream again. "TO-" Shhhhhh, im not Tony baby. Its me Tre, you know your boyfriend. She looked at me with confused eyes so i explained to her what happened. "Oh baby, i had the worse dream! I thought you were Tremaines father and that you were trying to rape me and take Trey away so i would never see my bab-" Shhhh, its okay babe. I would never hurt you or let anyone else hurt you. I held her close to me as she cried into my chest. "Im so sorry for lying to you Tre, baby you dont know what ive been through." I could see you've been through alot these past couple days. Its okay baby i forgive you for now but you have alot of explaining to do later! For now i just want to get you home. "I cant go home, i got kicked out." Your mom told me, i already know. Im bringing you back to my house so you can get some proper rest. She nodded and i helped her up and grabbed Trey's stroller. He had stopped crying so thats a good thing i guess. I got both of them in the car and decided to hit the highway. We were on our way home.






LALA POV

~ * NEXT DAY/MORNING * ~

I woke up with my doctor telling me that i would be able to leave the hospital by the end of this week. Words just cant describe how happy i was to be finally leaving! I couldn't wait to get out and get a job and start preparing for my baby with Quay. Yes! I said with Quay. My baby called me last night!! I know i probably sound crazy calling him my baby and all but i told yaw from the beginning that he gives me a feeling i just cant explain! Its just so bittersweet and in a weird crazy way i love it. Quay brought the best out in me so now i want to do the same for him! I want to show him that us having sex and me getting pregnant is not a mistake. Ive already made up my mind. Since Quay was in a gang before he met me it wouldn't be right for me to try and make him change his lifestyle. Besides the gang is all he really got, well.... For fam anyways. Instead of bringing him down ima hold him down. If he ever need anything ill be right there. He can call on me and ill go running. He dont need to give me any money or anything like that. I know he probably got mad bread but im not a gold digger. Once i get a job ill be able to hold myself down like a real woman would. As long as he meet me half way with shit for the baby than everything will be good in the hood. Haha. I had a smile on my face from ear to ear. I swear i love the person im becoming!


~ An hour later ~

I had just finished taking a shower and let me tell you... it was perfect! I walked out the bathroom to see my dad and lil sisters sitting in my room. "LALA!" They both screamed while running to me and giving me a hug. Aww hey girls. I missed you! How are you guys? I said walking back to my bed with one of my arms around each of them. Hey dad! I ran up to him and give him a hug and kiss. "Hey babygirl. Hows my oldest princess doing huh?"
Im doing great! I have alot to tell you guys! But right now im more interested in how you guys have been this past week. Before my dad or Elaine could speak Ella blurted out. "Well ive been terrible, personally. Dad has been spending all his time with Elaine once again! He made me quit the soccer team and hes making us move to South Carolina with out you!" Wait! What!? You guys are moving? Wha- why? "Because sweetheart, its whats best for me right now." Whats best for you! What about me, Ella, and Elaine?! "For the past 10 years since your mother died i have made my life all about you girls! What about me? Dont you think i deserve a change? A fresh start to healing. All i do is work work work! I think is fucking fair to say that i deserve a little break. I love all you girls with my heart EQUALLY! (He said looking directly at Ella) but its not easy being your only parent. Ive done alot of things that i regret but i cant take them back now! NO, im not the best father but i try my hardest. My mind is made up and theres nothing that anyone can do to change that!" Me, Ella, and Elaine all had tears rushing down our face. We had never been yelled at by dad like that a day in our lives. I think what hurt is the most id the fact that in a way.... he was kind of right. He grabbed the twins by the arm and walked to the door. "I booked an earlier flight so we have to get going. Ella & Elaine are of course coming with me but you need to stay up here and find your own way babygirl. Im so sorry i have to leave you but believe me when i tell you that its whats best. You need to learn from your mistakes. Ill be a phone call away if you need me. You can call your sisters anytime, i dont plan on changing our numbers anytime soon. I love you Jayla and i wish you and my grandchild the best of luck.

I watched as they walked out. I know that their just moving but it feels as though they died. The last 3/4 of my heart just crumpled. What do you do when you have absolutely no where to go? How can you survive if you no longer have something to hold on to. I rub my stomach and i know that i have a little person in there but my body feels more empty than ever. Its like taking 2 steps forward and 4 back. I found myself questioning is there a god? Why is he putting me through so much? My heart was telling me to stay strong for my child but my mind was asking how? I cant even stay strong for myself.






---- * AUTHORS NOTE * ----



Is it bas that i cried writing Lalas POV? Lmaoooo "/ she just been through so much ! How do u guys feel about her character in general ?


I took me 4 hours to write this guys. Sorry if theres alot of mistakes or if it was kind of boring... I got a little restless. I knew that if i didnt write this chapter now yaw would have been waiting for days AGAIN & that just aint right ! Lol


How ya feel about


- QUAY ?


- TRE ?


- SHY ?


- TONY ?


Do u think i should do a POV from Shy's mom?


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