Thug Life is the Life To live

4 months later........

** - 4 MONTHS LATER - **


LALA POV

Its been 4 months since ive seen my dad and little sisters. Lord knows i miss them more and more everyday. I talk to them just about every night but not for long. Its basically just a hi, how u been, alright talk to you later, bye. No more than 10 minutes. Ive been kind of worried about Elaine too. Ella is easy to talk to because shell tell me any and everything with no problem. Elaine just always seems on edge about something. I sure hope my little sisters are okay. Ive been planning on going to visit after the babies are born, and yes i said babies. Let me give you a little fill in on these last four months.

Well for starters im having twins, a boy and a girl. Ive decided to name them JiQuay jr and JiQuayla. Quay has been locked up for the last 3 1/2 months now. Yea i know its crazy but he got busted in a gang fight. Good thing is they didnt charge him as an adult because he didnt have anything illegal in his possession at the time. Quay has been arrested over 20 times when he was younger. I guess as he got older he became more aware of what he does & his surroundings because this is the first time hes gotten arrested in 4 years. Since they charged him as an adolescent and its been a while since hes gotten charged with something he only got 6 months. So in a little over 2 months he should be home. Im really happy because it would devastate me if he missed the birth of our babies. Besides ive been getting overwhelmed with doing everything by myself. After Quay got arrested i stayed in a homeless shelter for about 3 weeks since my dad sold our old house. When Quay found out he was really mad but i mean its not like he gave me the keys to his house and since he was locked up he really had no say. Thank god ive been getting help from the state. I got approved for section 8 and its took a huge burden off my shoulders. I have my own little apartment and section 8 pays everything, so i dont have to worry about rent or bills or anything like that. On top of living free i get a check with 300 dollars at the end of every month and i get 600 dollars in food stamps. Yeah i know, most people think im living the good life but honestly im not. I dropped out of school because i had to get a full time job. That little 300 dollar check is helpful but its no where near enough to support me and my babies. Ive been working at McDonalds for about 2 months now. Its crazy because i never thought that i would miss school so much. I feel like a dumb ass. Its hard watching all my friends and the people i use to chill with having fun, going to parties, and just being teenagers in general. That use to be me. Now im just another statistic flipping burgers all day just to survive. I know if Quay was out it would be alot different for me. I cant wait until they free him. Hes been telling me that when he gets out were going to be a family and hes gona be here for me and the babies. As much as i want to believe him i know Quay has some serious problems. I dont know if hes bipolar or if he just has anger issues but im always on the look out for him to snap. Besides ive been hurt to many times in my life to still listen to promises. I love Quay but ill only believe his words if he justifies them with his actions.





SHY POV

Its been a crazy four months! Me and Tre are still together and i moved in with him. Yup, he took both me and Trey under his wing. I was surprised when he told me how he really feels about me. 2 months ago when we were at this fancy restaurant he looked into my eyes and told me he loved me. I broke down right there. I honestly couldn't believe it. A thug like Tre claiming he loves me! To be honest im in love with him. Yes i said in love. I dont just love Tre anymore, our relationship has become so much more deeper than that. Im at a point where i would give my heart to him if he needed it and i know it sounds to soon being its only been about 5 months since we've known each other but i just cant explain it. I can honestly say that these 5 months have been the happiest months in my life. We have grown as a little family and we are connected as a couple. Tre told me about his gang and his past and everything. I promised that i wouldnt judge him for choosing to join a gang cause hes been through alot. Ive been trying to get him to quit the gang though. I mean its just too dangerous but it seems like no matter how many times i tell him it goes in one ear and out the other. Since his brother Quay got arrested he dropped out of school and spends his days at the trap. It hurts me to know that he just gave up like that but who am i to judge. The only thing i really want to do is encourage him to do better. If i cant get through to him than ima just continue to be his ride or die and hold him down. I damn sure aint goin to stop trying to reach out to him though!

Right now Tre's main focus is the and to get me pregnant. Yeah i know, crazy huh? I dont know why he wants a baby sooooo bad but he does. What he doesn't know though is that ive been on birth control for the past 4 months. Dont get me wrong i love Tre'Kel and we've grown so close in these past months. Hes a great step father to baby Trey but im just not ready to be a mother of two. Trey is more than enough by himself. Oh, and my baby's going to be one soon! Im so excited i think the morning of his birthday im going to break down and cry. Lord knows its been a hard, crazy year but i wouldn't trade him for anything in this world!! I was planning on having a huge party for him at the house. Since i moved in with Tre i transferred to this new school for teen moms. So i met alot of new people with babies around Treys age. Im sure they'll be down to come.

As far as Trey's father Tony hes been trying harder than ever to get me back. He claims that he fucked up and he still loves me. Dubb ass nigga! Id rather take a broke ass nigga with aids before i take his trifling ass back. I dont want him to have nothing to do with me or baby Trey. After about 3 months of harassing me to leave Tre'Kel for him i guess he finally got the idea that hes never going to be given a second chance. So in this past month hes been doing crazy shit like leaving letters on my doorstep and calling block threatening me Tre and the baby! He says stuff like when he catches Tre slipping hes going to tie him up and kidnap baby Trey so they can both sit there and watch him fuck me over and over again. Then he wrote a letter saying he was going to burn all 3 of us alive. He even called black one time saying he was going to kill my mother, father and little brother if i didnt take him back. The nigga is fucking crazy! I havent told Tre any of this because i know what hes capable of and i know that if he really wanted to he could take Tony out with no problem. I decided ill tell him after i get a restraining order against Tony. The only thing that really makes me nervous is that when i first met Tony he use to be part of the crips. He banged S.T until something happened and most of his niggas died. After that it was just him and his brother Kris. I never knew much about krips but i know that Kris was the leader and Tony was his right hand man. I dont know if Tre and Kris know each other or not but i hope they dont. That would be crazy. Another blood and crip gang fight? Shit would get too real. As i sit and think about it a little more i think the best thing to do is sit down and be completely honest with Quay. I promised him id never lie to him again and i plan on keeping that promise. Plus if Tony and Kris ever do decide to try to harm Tre in any way.. God forbid!... Well at least he'll have his guard up.

If you've been wondering about me and my mom well she hasnt called me and i havent called her. Just talking about her makes my mood change so i have nothing more to say. She is no longer a mother to me and i no longer care about her. As a matter of fact i hate that bitch and ion give a fuck! You may think i sound a little cruel but oh well. No one deserves to get treated like my mother has treated me and my son and because of that she will never see me or baby Trey ever again!






TYREE POV
(Shy's brother if you forgot lol)


Its been a depressing 4 months. All my mom does is sit around crying talking about how she misses Shy. Dad gets tired of hearing mom complain so he either leaves home for a couple days or works extra long shifts at work. One day i even heard him talking to another woman on the phone. He said something about hell be there in an hour and for her to wear something sexy. I never told mom because well all she does is mope all day. Besides, she doesn't need anything else to make her depressed. As for me i really been missing Shy and my nephew. Baby Trey is so cute. I use to run around the house with him like he was a toy airplane. It may sound dangerous but we both use to have so much fun. He was the best baby ever! I was sitting on Shys bed looking through our family photo album. I really missed her too. Probably not as much as mom but i did miss her. Just being able to annoy her all day. I loved farting in her room, sometimes it would stink to the point she would open every window she had and turn on every fan in the house. When mom let my friends come over we would prank call her and say stupid funny things until she got so pissed that she would hang up and storm around the house. The best part though was at the end of the day. Even though she would yell and scream at me all day, when it was time to go to bed, every night me, Shy and baby Trey would all get on our knees and pray. We thank god for watching over us and keeping us healthy. We asked him to wake us up in the morning and to wash away our sins. After we said "amen" we would kiss each other on the cheek and say "i love u." I never knew how important that was to me now that its been taken away for the past 4 months. I miss sitting around the table and eating together. I miss when mom and dad were happy instead of bitter all the time. I miss waking up to Trey screaming for his morning bottle. I miss fighting with Shy over the bathroom in the morning for school. I miss spending holidays and birthdays together. I really miss when we ALL use to be happy and what i miss the most is when we use to have each others back and we were actually a family.





TRE' POV

Man these last 4 months have been real! My brother locked up. Shy not trying to have my baby. Crazy shit been going down at the trap. Taking care of lil man as if he was my own. Dropping out of school. Pshh just so much fucking bullshit man. Ive been stressing like crazy. I had no choice but to drop out of school. Ima be 18 in a couple more months anyways so FUCK IT! Yeah i has to deal with Shy and my mama preaching to me about how important education is and yada yada. I just couldnt deal. I know i let them down and disappointed them but gang banging is my life. I aint never gon quit my team. The same niggas that was there for me when my daddy ran out and left me, my mom, and sis on the street? Same niggas that helped me get my first car... my first crib? Same niggas that supplied me with everything i needed and more? Mane listen! Ima ride for my fucking niggas till death do us part. Shy and my mama just gon have to understand that shit.

As far as the whole Quay situation man them crip niggas set us up! We was all at the trap and they came through shooting up the place. There leader Kris and his brother shot five of our best niggas including one of our leaders Jarred! Its been 4 months and my boy still in the hospital on life support. He was shot in the head and im surprised he even made it to the hospital. When i tell you shit been real mane every blood on the block been shitting bricks. Andro was suppose to be back 3 months ago but he still mourning over his mama. So with Quay being locked up and Jarred half way dead that leaves Raphiel but he just as scared of the rest of our niggas. So as of now its basically everybody for ourselves. We lost 4 niggas man. J.r . He was one of the funny ones. Otis was the only white boy on our team but that nigga had aim like no other. Stephon was faster than a wild animal that nigga could out the fucking feds. You already know about Jarred, he aint gone just yet so last but not least was Amir. Amir was my nigga. He was like a little bro man. What hurt me the most is i held his head up trying to keep him alive as he took his last breaths. Kris bitch ass brother shot Amir right in his back. You could actually see the bullet go through his back and out his chest. I swear to god if its the last thing i do ima get bitch ass Kris and his bitch ass brother and ima fucking torture them niggas. Ima watch em die hella slow. Cut em up and pour acid on the niggas. Word up man. Amir rest in peace brobro! Stephon, J.r, and Otis well meet again. I love ya nigga RT. I kissed my cross chain, said a little prayer and put it down on my night stand. Soon as my bro get out we around. Every nigga wearin blue getting shit up and ion give a fuck. If niggas only knew how much anger i got in my heart. Right now we down but we coming back stronger than ever. Thats all ima say but i want niggas to mark my words.

Now yea the whole me and Shy having a baby thing probably sounds a little crazy. I dont care though! She was vulnerable enough to have another nigga baby, which by the way she still never told me who that nigga is. I mean i really dont care cause in my eyes lil Trey is my son. When Shy be at school and i gottem with me everybody think he mine anyways. Being that we got the same nick name people been thinking that be was my jr. Thats cool with me. I just go with the flow. I love that little boy to death and he be calling me da da. It be hella cute and shit. Haha. I really love when he does that cause it just makes me feel so important. Shy been trying to get him to say ma ma for 2 months now but the only thing he says is da da. Its pretty fucking awesome if i may say so myself. Haha. Just the look on her face. But yeah, anyways.... I really want a daughter. Shy is beautiful to me and im one fine ass nigga so i know my daughter would be the cutest little thing. I would spoil the shit out of her and that be my baby girl. Shy think she slick starting birth control behind my back like i wouldn't catch on sooner or later. The same way she tried to pull one on me i pulled one on her. I found where she hod the bottle which was just under the bottom of out dresser. Haha, thats my baby but shes really not that hard to predict. Well i switched all her birth control pills to vitamin E pills. So for the past 3 weeks she thought shes been preventing pregnancy when in reality shes just been getting vitamins. We've been having sex alot lately too so its just a matter of time before she finds out and tells me. I cant wait.





QUAY POV

What can i say about these last 4 months? Man ion even know! Ive been locked up in this fucking cell. I havent talked to Tre either. I hope my nigga is alright. I know my bloods out here holding it down. Its hard not being able to put in work but i guess i seen this coming. To be honest ive been acting out alot more and ive gotten real cocky with my work. After Kris and his gang shot up our trap i chased them niggas all the way to bronx. What made their set up so clever is that right after that shot up our set they ditched their guns and called 911. So when the cops arrived at the scene it looked like we had turned on each other instead if a gang shootout. Soon as Kris pulled his car over i got out and started beating his ass. I forgot to take my bandana off though so i automatically got arrested for association with a gang. Man i got alotta hate in my heart right now for them niggas! Yaw know i already struggle with anger right? Its a good thing the prison guards let me take a pill every four hours because i probably would have killed myself by now just going crazy. I can say that ive had alot of time in here to sit and think though like about LaLa and the babies. Man i still cant believe im gonna be a daddy! A daddy to twins at that! Lala has been writing me and sending me money since ive been locked up. Its feels good writing her since i cant write Tre. As much as i want too the prison guards read the letters before they can be sent out so we wouldn't be able to talk about anything anyways. It makes me feel good to know that Lala been holding me down even though i put her through mad shit. When i get it i am determined to build a relationship with her. I actually want to be there for her and the babies. I never thought i would say this shit but im ready to settle down as a family.





ELAINE POV

Hmmm whats happened in the last 4 months? Oh nothing really except my life is a living hell and i get raped by my father almost every night. I learned to live with it. Ive already had one miscarriage and probably plenty more to come. I hate myself, i hate my sister, i hate my father, i hate my life in general. Its sucks down here in South Carolina. Everything is so damn different. I miss Lala too. I feel like were slowly spreading apart. It sucks because these past 4 months i just havent been myself. I think im falling into depression or some shit. The sad part is i dont even think anyone cares.






ELLA POV


Ahh well these past 4 months havent been as bad as i expected them to be. I mean as far as Elaine and dad well yea they still have this weird relationship where they sleep in daddys room everynight and of course daddy still favors Elaine. I dont even let it bother me any more. Once we began school down here i made alot of new friends. I even have a new boyfriend now. His name is James and hes so sexy! Daddy doesnt know about me and James and i dont plan on telling him either. Hes probably too busy spoiling Elaine anyways. Its crazy because i actually like living down here better than in NY. Its quite and peaceful. You dont have to worry about going onto the wrong block and getting shot up for wearing the wrong colors. I mean its nice out here. I hope Lala comes to visit soon because i really miss her. I feel like were still close even though we live alot of miles away. I talk to her about James all the time and she gives me alot of good advice. She said shes doing good too so im really happy for her. I know that one day soon well be able to spend time with each other again but until that day comes im guccii with this South Carolina life.







TONY POV

So u wana know about my last four months huh? Well let me tell you that ive been fucking great! Even though my stupid ass baby mother not trying to be with me anymore fuck that bitch! I never really cared about her or the baby anyways. I just wanted some pussy and someone to hold me down. Who better than a baby mother right? Oh well though ill just have to get another bitch to call wifey. Thats never a problem. I do like fucking with her and her lil new boyfriend though. When i found out her and TreKel were together i made it my business for me and my brother Kris to destroy them blood niggas. That day we shot up the trap was the best day of my life. Me and Kris specifically targeted the best niggas and took 5 of em out. Now that Quay is locked up the only ones left who are the best on that team is Ralphiel, Andro but he not even in town, and Tre. Oh and let me just tell you, ive made it my mission to take Tre out. I want that nigga lying in a grave right next to his nigga Amir. See i didnt really mean to shoot Amir i mean yea he was ight and everything but i wouldnt say he was one of the best. The fact that he was so close to Tre made it satisfying though. I saw Tre on the ground trying to help him stay alive but i knew that bitch wouldnt make it! Queens is known for these blood niggas running shit but not no more! Me and Kris out here shooting niggas down one by one and in these last 4 more moths we've gotten mad new niggas on our team riding for us. We built a new trap and now we dont bang S.T no more. Our new set is Berkshire projects and we bang tripple B. Stands for Berkshire Blood Bankers. Niggas can laugh if they want to i mean we was never good at picking names but in out set we go HAM. Ive been spending all my nights thinking of the perfect plan to take every last Y.G niggas out like they took our S.T niggas out. I swear i got the perfect plan. I just cant wait go put it into action!








---- * AUTHORS NOTE * ----




LONG . ASS . CHAPTER !

Omg i gave ya niggas a POV from everyone!! & added Tyree lmaoo .

Since i skipped ahead 4 months this chapter was specifically to letchuu know whats been going on and where everyone head was at so no there was no action in this chapter. The next couple chapters getting real !


Now ima ask ya some questions after slaving over this chapter for the last 5 hours ....


• How ya feel about Shy mom ?


• ya think its too early for Tre & Shy to have a baby ?


• what u think Tony plan is ?


• when ya think Andro coming back ?


• how ya feel about Quay thinking he ready to settle down ?


• how ya feel about Tyree POV ?


• what u think Tre'Kel gon do when he find out Tony is baby Trey real father?


Now im not asking ya to answer every question but it would be nice bein that i spend hours at a time updating.


I told ya already i like votes but i LOVE COMMENTS


So if i dont get at least 3 comments on this chapter then i probably wont continue this book instead ill just delete it because i have no type of feedback. Negative or Positive ion care a comment is a comment & i need feedback so just know.


3 comments aint shit either so if i still dont get 3 comments then im def deleting this whole book !



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