Thug Life is the Life To live

Forgiveness ?

ELAINE POV

So me and daddy finally got to the hospital. We spent the night comforting Lala and getting her to calm down about the whole news situation. The last thing we wanted was for her to fall back into depression and think about trying to commit suicide again. It was a friday morning and since me and Ella already missed 3 days of summer school daddy was making us go today. We all kissed Lala bye and told her we would see her tomorrow. I wished Lala could come home but the hospital people said they wouldn't release her until she told them exactly what she was feeling and why she tried to commit suicide. Lala said she felt good and i could tell she hated being in the hospital 24/7. The nurses were watching her like crazy, i mean every 20 minutes they were checking on her. I kind of felt bad for Lala but in a way i was happy she was in here. I mean i dont want to sound like a bitch or anything but i think she really should of thought twice about hanging herself. I understand she was under alot of pressure but hey people go through things you know! Everyday im forced to please my own father in some type of way sexually but you dont see me trying to kill myself do you? No, you dont! I just go on with life.

When me and Ella got home we both took showers and got ready for school. We were all running late this morning so daddy didnt have time to make me have sex with him. THANK GOD! I was still sore from yesterday. Once we arrived at school daddy reminded me that we were going to get my iphone today. I was so happy i ran over to him and gave him the biggest hug. Ella was pissed. She got out and slammed the door without saying goodbye or anything. I really dont understand why she was so upset. I mean she already had the 4s. Ughh, guess im gon have to deal with her bitching today. I shrugged it off and grabbed my back. Since i was about an hour late i was going to have to check in to the main office. I said bye today and started to walk away when he pulled me back in. "I want you in my bed waiting for me when you get home. We'll handle our business then well go get your iphone and ill even let you pick out a case" he said smiling at me. I did my best to give him a fake smile back. I hated having sex with my own father. I mean seriously this shit wasnt normal! Ughh. I said okay and watched him pull off. I walked in to the building and went straight to the main office. I got my pass to class and went to my locker. The only way i was going to keep my mind off things was thinking about my new iphone 5. At least i get to get a case for it too i kept saying to myself, but then again fuck a iphone and a case! I would do anything to keep my father from touching me.

I sat down in my seat. Even though i was late it was only second period. Today was gonna be a longggggggg day.

TRE POV

These last couple weeks have been crazy. Ive been spending all my time trying to help Quay keep calm about the whole Jayla situation. Today was the day hes suppose to go see her and i was really nervous about how it was all gonna play out. God i hope she just accepts his apology so he could just go on with his life. I also hope all this shit taught him a lesson! Maybe now he'll be more like me. Ready to find a wifey instead of fucking with all these one time hoes.

It was around 12:00 and i had just got out the shower when i heard my phone ring. I was naked and dripping wet with nothing but a towel around my waist. I looked at my phone and it said Shy- da wiffey <3 ?. Haha. I still had a question mark because she wasn't officially mine yet. I smiled and answered

***PHONE CALL***

Me: hey sexy wassup ?

Shy: aw hey baby imu

Me: imu2 ma, im sorry i havent been hitting you up that much its just alot had been going on lately

Shy: aww thats okay bae, im always here if u need to talk. Im not watching baby Trey today. My mom is finally going to take him

Me: ayye finally. Its about time. Lil man would of grew up thinking u were his mom as much as you have him. Haha

Shy: haha, um yea.

Me: well if u wana chill today i-

Shy: I WOULD LOVE TO CHILL TODAY! Im already ready.

Me: haha. Okay bae just let me dry off. I should be over in about 20 minutes.

Shy: bye bae.. Cant wait to see you.

***END OF PHONECALL***

Finally shy didn't have her brother! I couldn't wait to see my baby. Ive been waiting for this day for a minute. I was seriously thinking about making it official.

QUAY POV

So today was the day i was going to go see Jayla. Im not gon lie i was nervous out of my mind. I was pacing up and down the house just trying to calm my nerves. I seriously need to reup on my anger and anxiety medication.

FUCK FUCK FUCK! Wheres my MOTHERFUCKING keys!?!?!?!

I was getting really mad. I punched 3 holes in my wall and i think i broke my fucking hand! Just great. Just fucking great. I was running around the house going crazy looking for my keys until i ran down the stairs and heard the jingle in my pocket. I felt dumber than dumb. I decided to go run a hot bath to calm my nerves. I laid in the water naked and closed my eyes. At times it would be so peaceful that my head would slip under the water. I would quickly jump up gasping for breaths after i returned to my senses. I did this about 3 times before i figured enough was enough. Im a fuck around and fucking drown i said to myself. I got up, let all the water drained out the tub, and turned on the shower. I washed my body up, rinsed off then got out and dried off. After i was finished lotioning up and everything i went to my closet and picked out my outfit of the day. I had on some tan cargo shorts with a white and purple polo shirt and my white grapes. Simple? Yea. Fly? Abso-fucking-lutely. Haha. I laughed to my self at my own cockiness. I mean i may not be perfect. Yeah i got anger issues and shit but one thing no one can say is that i dont have swag. Ive always been a Fly young nigga and im fucking proud of it! I starred in the mirror at myself. I was much calmer than earlier but my fist was throbbing like crazy from punching the wall earlier. I decided that after i went to see Jayla i would go straight to my doctors. I didn't even bother making an appointment because they knew how i could get when i was out of my medication. No matter how busy they were they always found time to squeeze me in. I figured this would be good cause ill get my medication and my hand bandaged up at the same time. Its like that old saying my grandmother use to say. "Its always nice when u can kill two birds with one stone." I smiled at my memory of her and was headed out the door. I hopped in my convertible and blasted some Meek Milly. His music always made me feel better when i would struggle with my anger. I pulled up to Saint Marys hospital and parked in the closet parking spot i seen. I locked my doors and let the top up and walked inside. I felt my chest starting to beat fast again and i could feel myself shaking. I walked up to a lady at the front desk and asked for a Jayla Marshall. She told me she was in recovery in room 204. I made my way up to the recovery floor and walked as slow as possible trying to calm down. I was shaking like crazy and singing to myself as i walked down the hallway. I could tell nurses were nervous because of the way the were starring at me. I know i probably looked crazy but i didnt give a fuck. I needed to keep myself as calm as possible. I was getting closer and closer to her room as i walked down the long hall way. Room 201, room 202, room 203. I gulped. I was right outside of her room. I took 5 deep breaths and walked in. She was watching tv. I walked in a little bit father and when she finally looked my way her eyes got as big as tennis balls. We were just starting at each other and i was nervous as fuckkkk! Shit. I have to do this though. Its now or never.

I walked a little bit closer and tried to smile the best i could. "Hey Jayla" i said.

CHAPTER 8 !!!!! : )

Its sad what be happening to Elaine. What ya think she should do?

How ya feel about Quay ?? Its obvious he has serious anger problems lol

What ya think Lala finna say about Quay goin to see her ??

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