Thug Life is the Life To live

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LALA POV

So i woke up in a hospital bed feeling like shit. I looked over to see my sister Ella walking out so i called her name. She ran over to me in tears. Her face was all red and puffy like shes been crying for days. Before i could even ask her anything she ran out to call out father and Elaine and a doctor walked in.

"Hello Ms Jayla, nice to see that you're awake" he said smiling at me. I gave him a faint smile back. "So do you remember what happened?" he asked sounding more serious. To be honest all i remember is seeing my life flash before my eyes. I remember gasping for air. I think i wanted to change my mind but it was to late. I was already choking to death. I frowned and said... All i remember is blacking out. "Well we're going to have you speak to one of the very best psychiatrist once you are doing better okay?" Okay i said. He checked a few of my vitals and told me hell be in a couple hours later to run some tests on me. I just layed in my bed trying to recap everything that happened. The only thing that kept coming to my mind was Quay. I remember writing he was the reason for my suicide attempt in the note i left on my bed. God i hope no one read that note. He did hurt my feelings but to be honest i had problems way before i met him. It isnt fair for me to put all the blame on him. I wished i could just make all of this go away. I was slowly returning to my senses and i regret trying to kill myself. I guess i just wanted to get away.

My sister walked back and the room and told me that daddy & Elaine we're busy at the moment but they'll be here soon. She gave me a hug and sat down in a chair next to me. She turned on the tv and started flicking through channels. In my mind i was wondering why Ella was here and Elaine wasn't. I always hated when my dad would just take Elaine places with him. It really made me and Ella feel left out. I mean there was nothing wrong with Elaine so why would he always spend so much private time with her? I was thinking her about this when my sister turned on the news

"Local teenage girl attempts to commit suicide because of a one night stand." Ella looked at me and quickly turned the tv. "Sorry Lala" she said with sympathy in her voice. "I didnt know it would still be on" she hung her head low. Great! Just fucking great! Now everybody probably thinks im some crazy hoe that tried to kill herself i said out loud. Ella started to speak but i just turned over on to my side facing the other way. I wasn't mad at her. I was mad at myself. Now i remember why i did what i did in the first place.

FUCK.MY.LIFE! I swear that saying never gets old.

QUAY POV

I was sitting on my couch shaking when Tre came running in. I swear this nigga basically tackled me. Im fine nigga! I yelled at Tre. He must've knew i was lying cause he grabbed me and just hugged. I usually dont hug nigga cause i thought that shit was gay af but honestly his arms felt good around my body. I know we probably looked hella gay but i hugged him back. Tre was my nigga for life. He always had my back no matter what. I rested my head on his chest and he rubbed my back. Again i know we probably sound gay af but i needed this right now. I was out of my medicine for anxiety and anger and feeling Tre's arms around me helped me calm down. I was still shaking like crazy but at least i was in control of my emotions. Tre fell back and i layed on top of him. He reminded me of my father. When i was little my anger problems wasnt diagnosed yet so i didnt have any medication for it. To calm me down my father would lay me on his chest and rub my back.. Just like Tre was doing. I looked up at him with tears in my eyes. Tre i swear to god on everything i love if you ever tell anyone about this shit i will beat your ass and murder you with your eyes open!! "Ha! Nigga please if you ever tell anyone about this shit i will tie ya ass up, cut you all over and pour acid in every single cut!" We both laughed and i got up off his chest. Tre.. What do you think i should do bruh? I mean i wana know if she actually went through with it or not. If she did then i wana apologize to her family and friends and if she didnt then i wana talk to her face to face and let her know that im truly sorry. "Yeah, i feel you bro i think they said she was at saint marys hospital if you wana call up and check." Oh yeah i forgot they said they were working on her! Maybe shes not dead. I picked up my phone and looked up the number to saint marys. I called and a lady anwsered.

**PHONE CALL**

Lady: Hello this is saint marys hospital, how may i help assist your call?

Me: um yeah uh i was wondering if you had uh .. Uh .. Uhhhh

FUCK! I never did know get damn name i said looking at Tre. "Jayla Marshall bro, they said it on the news remember...?" OH YEAH!

Me: yeah uhh helllo ??

Lady: yes, im still here sir.

Me: yeaa um i was wondering if u had a Jayla Marshall?

Lady: yes, we have a Jayla Marshall. She is stabilized now and awoke but her doctors are not allowing her to have visitors until tomorrow

Me: oh okay! *phew* THANKYOU SO MUCH!!!

Lady: ha ha, your very welcome sir, was that all?

Me: yes thats all have a nice day.. Bye

Lady: i sure will, you do the same. Bye bye now.

I hung up and sighed with relief. Shes not dead bro i said looking at Tre. "Ight coo, so what you finna do?" Ima go see her tomorrow.

ELAINE POV

My back throbbed. My private was bloody and hurting. Inside my thighs felt swollen and my face was red and puffy from me crying so much. What normal father takes their 12 year old daughters virginity?! I could tell he felt bad about it because he told me he would buy me the iPhone 5 tomorrow. Ive been begging him to get it for me forever! Even though i know it was wrong i couldn't help but be happy about getting my phone. I smiled at him and gave him a hug. Thanks daddy. He smiled back and pulled me on top of him. "Elaine babygirl do u know why i choose you over your sister?" No, i replied curious for his response. "Well, it because of the way you are. I mean i know you and Ella are twins and all but you guys aren't identical. Its easy to tell you apart and you act nothing alike. You are like the split image of your mother. Your little attitude when your upset. The way you walk. The way you talk. Babygirl i cant help but to want you. You even have that same little birth mark your mother had" he said pointing to a small dark spot on the top of my private area. He just held me so close to him. In my heart daddy was all i knew. I could never be mad at him for long. It made me feel weird to know that he's using me to replace what he once had with mother, but at the same time i felt bad for him. I mean he was a single parent raising 3 girls all by himself. I looked into his eyes... Its okay daddy. I lied to him. It wasn't okay! I shouldn't have to be used to replace mother. I guess i have no choice though. In my heart i knew i would never tell anybody cause i would never wana get daddy in trouble. "Your going to have to start helping me out physically Elaine. Every other night i want you in my room waiting for me after your sisters go to bed okay?" I nodded my head and he smiled at me. "Thats my girl. Now come on, lets go take a shower so we can get dressed and visit your sister."

I followed him into the bathroom and he layed me down in the tub. Oh god, we just finished and he already wants round two?! Ughh. My life is seriously fucked up. I closed my eyes as he shoved himself into me. How long am i gonna have to deal with this shit? I hope only until i get 18 and go to college. I guess i owe daddy this much. I mean it was hard for him to deal with moms death and maybe im the only thing thats helping him stay sane.

The pain from him stroking himself inside me hurt so bad. It went on for about 35 minutes and then he FINALLY came. "Dont worry babygirl, itll get easier as you loosen up."

I stood up in pain and washed my body up. My legs were weak and i was slightly bent over. I looked into my bathroom mirror and let a few tears fall. Well at least im getting my phone right ? I sighed and got dressed. Daddy told me he would be in the car waiting for me. I grabbed my purse and walked as fast as i could to the car.. Which wasn't very fast because i was still so sore. I got in the car and daddy took off on the highway. We were finally on our way back to the hospital. Lala had been awoke for about 2 hours now. I cant wait to just give my big sister a hug.

CHAPTER 7 !!!!!!!

Ayyee lol. Getting interesting huh.

Elaine is going through alot. Think she should tell someone?

Tre and Quay had a little affection scene lmaoo.

What yah think gonna happen when Quay go visit lala?

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