Thug Life is the Life To live

Feeling Sorry

QUAY POV

Its been 2 weeks and 2 days since I threw that hoe out my damn house. Im not gon lie I feel hella bad. I was angry and she didn't deserve that. Maybe I should stop calling her a hoe. I mean, I was her first and all. Still though, it was wayyyyy to easy to get her home and in my bed. I know she said she was high and all but still idk. I was thinking that maybe if I seen her around again I would tell her that I was sorry. Ugh, ive really been thinking way too much about this. The fact that I forgot to put on a condom makes it 10 times worse! I haven't been feeling any different or sick or anything but I was still thinking about going to the doctors to ya know, get checked out. Just in case. I was sitting on my couch in my living room on the first floor of my house just thinking when my phone rang.

*PHONE CALL*

Me: Who dis ?

Unkown: turn on the news

Me: df ? what for ?

Unknown: just fucking do it

Me: my nigga who the fuck is this

Unknown: I hope you feel so fucking terrible! I hope you die! I fucking hate you!

*End of phone call*

I was left speechless like what the fuck. It sounded like a 5 year old little girl on the phone that was crying hysterically. At first I was just going shake that call but then I thought about it some more. I got up grabbed my remote and turned on my tv. I quickly turned it to channel 3 eye witness news. On the bottom in big black letters with a red box around it it said

"Local Teenage girl attempts suicide because of a one night stand"

WHAT THE FUCK!

ELLA POV

Yeah I called that asshole. I told his ass I hope he fucking dies on the phone. Because of him my sister is laying on a hospital bed in a coma. Why did he have to be so cruel to her? LaLa is the bestest person in the world. She takes care of me and my twin sister and doesn't even complain EVER. After mom died lala could of ran away and been one of them rebellious teenagers. She didn't though. She stayed to help my dad with us. I mean, yeah I steal her lipstick every now and then and yeah I play dress up with all her clothes. I like to take her heels and walk around the house in them like im a secretary or something but, that's what I want to be when I grow up. I cant help that im a little annoying. I mean come on im her little sister im suppose to be annoying right? I promised god that if he didn't take my sister I would be so good. Ill cook, clean, wash dishes, get straight A's, walk the dogs, take out the trash. Whatever I need to do ill do it! Just please god PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't take my sister away from me. I put my face in my hands. I couldn't stop crying.

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ELAINE POV

I starred at my big sister laying in the hospital bed. Shes been in a coma for almost 2 days now. I looked over to see my twin sister Ella crying into her hands hysterically. Next to her was my father. He was 37 years old but these past two days has made his face look like hes aged about ten years. My dad has been trying to be strong for us but, ever since we came home and found lala hanging from her ceiling fan with a rope around her neck he's been weakened. I just sat in the room showing no emotion. Don't get me wrong I love my sister so much and it hurts seeing her like this. Im just not one to really show emotion. I know lala and my dad has been through a lot but so have I. I never told anyone cause I always felt like it was my fault. Not even my own twin sister knows. I swear sometimes I hate my life. I looked over at my dad and to my surprise he was starring at me me. "Come here babygirl" he says. I walked over to where he was sitting and he got up. "We need to talk, Ella you stay here with lala.. Elaine's coming with me." Ella looked up at my dad and nodded her head okay. We walked out the hospital and to our car. Daddy, I asked nervously.. where are we going? "Home" he said bluntly. Why isn't Ella coming then? "because I don't want ella honey, I want you." I turned my head and looked out the window. I love my dad but he seriously need help. He cant keep doing this to me forever.

ELLA POV

So my dad took Elaine somewhere and he left me at the hospital with lala. I didn't think much of Elaine and my dad leaving together. I mean its not unusual for him to take Elaine somewhere private. Elaine wasn't showing any type of emotion anyways. I figured he was just taking her somewhere to talk. Im not going to lie though. I get a little jealous sometimes when daddy chooses Elaine over me. I mean I don't know why he does it but he does. I tried talking to Elaine about it and she basically just told me to drop it. One time she even told me to be glad it was her instead of me. To this day I have no idea what she meant by that. I would kill for my dad to choose me over her any day. Just ONE time. I mean I guess everything happens for a reason right? Besides I cant let my emotions get the best of me. Right now all the focus is suppose to be on my sister. Every time I look at her laying in the hospital bed it feels so unreal. I still remember that phone call as if it just happened a couple minutes ago ......

CHAPTER 5 GUYSS!!!!!

Sorry if this chapter was short and boring. I promise the next couple chapters are going to be much better.

For the next couple of chapters Im going to focus more on Quay, Lala, Ella and Elaine,

Shy and Tre will be focused on later in the story along with Shy's son's father.... Tony: )

This is just the beginning guys trust me lol :)

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