Rosalie & Edward // A Love Story

EDWARD'S POV

I didn't know that I had a secret daughter. Of course I loved Rosalie and the baby, but I love Bella. I promised Bella that I would be with her forever. Isn't that the whole point why I changed her? Lillian has moved into the Cullen's house with Rosalie. When I was with Rosalie in the early century, I loved her as much as I loved Bella. But something about Bella, I fell in love with her. When I met Rosalie, I was thirsting for her blood. I told her I was a vampire, she was okay with it. I hope I am not given a choice; Bella and Renesmee or Rosalie and Lillian. The whole day today, Rosalie and I talked to our daughter about eachother. Especially the whole story. Rosalie explained it to her. Tonight, I decide to go home to Bella. 

I walk into the house. Renesmee and Jacob are kissing in the corner. They do love eachother very much. "Jacob, don't go too far," I complain. "Edward, I heard about you and Blondie's daughter. Who does she look like? An Ice cold bitch?" Jacob laughed. "Shut up Jacob. Don't talk shit about either Rosalie or Lillian." "I'm sorry." "I just don't get why you hate Rosalie so much. What did she ever do to you?" "Now you love Rosalie now. I hate her because all the stuff she made Bella go through." "She was just jealous of Bella, that's all." "Go see Bella, she's pretty upset." "Where is she?" I ask with worry. "She's in your room." 

I amble through the hallway. I open the bedroom door. "Bella?" She was sitting on the bed just staring out the window. "Yeah Edward?" "What's wrong?" I sit on the bed next to her. "Nothing." "How did Jacob know?" "Renesmee told him." "Look, it's not my fault I have a secret child Bella." "I know. You didn't know about it. But it just upsets me how you were dating Rosalie. I mean Rosalie." "I fell in love with her." "How?" "She was a human, just like you. I told her not to be afraid. She wasn't afraid. Our relationship went too far. We were just so in love, like you and me. I spent the night with her once, the next day, she dumped me. But I didn't know that she was pregnant with my child. Then two weeks after, she moved on with a man called Royce King. I had to move on too." 

"I'm sorry for being upset about it," she said. "There's nothing to be worried about Bella. I understand your feelings." "How come she didn't die and I did?" "Because Carlisle was there with her. He helped her push the baby out." "Was Rosalie like a bitch still when you met her?" "No, she was an innocent, kind, warm-hearting woman." "Did you love her?" "Bella, let's not talk about this please." "Answer my question." "Fine, I loved her. But we are not getting together because she's with Emmett and I am with you. I love you more than anything. Remember I made a promise that I will stay with you forever?" "Yeah. But do you understand how much it hurts me?" "Yeah I do." "It would be like that I had a child with Jacob and you found out. How would that feel?" "Like dying." "See." "Let's just forget about it okay. Who cares if I had a child. Especially with Rosalie." I kiss her. "I understand. You have to spend time with Lillian. She needs you. I can see that she looks exactly like you." She smiles. "Thanks Bella." 

I leap through the trees back to the Cullen's house. "Edward, what are you doing here?" Rosalie asked me. "Seeing my daughter." "You talked to Bella?" "She thinks that I should spend some time with my daughter." Rosalie smiles. Her face is so beautiful. Sometimes, I'm always jealous of Emmett because he has what I wanted to have; Rosalie Hale. But I don't really have feelings for her anymore since she hurt me. "Where's Lillian?" I ask Rosalie. "She's upstairs in my room by herself. Go talk to her. All she needs is a father." I walk up the the large long staircase. I turn left to Rosalie's room. The door was locked so I knocked. "Can I come in? It's Edward." She comes and unlocks the door. "Lillian, can we talk?" 

"What's wrong?" She asks me with concern. "I never knew about you since yesterday. I was dating Rosalie; your mother in 1932. We had sex one night; excuse my language. The next day she dumped me. She didn't tell me why but she said because she was pregnant with you yesterday. After that, we both moved on. As she was carrying you, it was the most difficult thing that she has ever had to do. It was agony for her. You were way too strong. But she survived because Carlisle helped her. The day after that, she gave you up for adoption to a vampire family." "Yeah, she told me all of that." "I do love you." "Can I start calling you dad?" "Sure." "Do you love mum?" "I did once. But now, I don't know. I mean, I will always have feelings for her but she hurt me when she broke up with me." "I understand you," she smiles. "How?" "Because I had a boyfriend in school. We were pretty attached; like magnets. But one day he dumped me for another girl. His name was Theodor." "Oh." 

"Does Renesmee have a boyfriend by any chance?" She asks me with laughter. She was so alluring. She had the same face as me. Her eyes were as beautiful as Rosalie's. "Yes, Jacob Black; he's a werewolf." "Oh. What else is there about him?" "This is going to sound crazy but he was in love with Bella when she was human. It was a love triangle. But she chose me." "Would you choose to be with mum or Bella?" I hated this question. "I can't answer that," I hesitated. "Okay." I do love Bella. If I said Bella, it would upset Lillian. "You look exactly like your mother." "Thankyou, I guess." "So you have the gift of beauty and mind reading." "Yeah just like you guys." "Your very lucky to have two gifts. Only 1 in 89 vampires get that." "So, when am I going to meet this Jacob Black?" "There's something else you should know about him. When it comes to Rosalie, he hates it. He hates Rosalie because he thinks she's the biggest bitch ever. Also because she hated Bella." "Why did she hate Bella?" "Because she was jealous of her. I chose to be with Bella. I loved Bella." "Oh." "Jacob also calls Rosalie 'blondie' and 'ice cold barbie'." "What an idiot. She's like the most beautiful woman on earth." "She is." I really shouldn't have said that. 

"When will I meet Jacob?" Lillian keeps on asking me. Will she have a thing for Jacob? "Tonight." She looks surprised and she smiles happily. "Why are you so happy to meet Jacob?" "I don't know. I haven't talked to a guy my age in about 10 years since Theodor." "Tell me more about you and Theodor?" I wanted to know everything. "So I was in school and I fell in love with him. One night, we made out and he told me that he cheated on me. I got upset. The next day, I saw him kissing the girl. Her name was Lexy. She was so ugly and a prostitute. I hated her. I got upset for 10 years." 

Rosalie walks through the door. "Can I come in?" "Of course mum." "What are you guys talking about?" Rosalie asks. "My love life," Lillian responds. "Alright." "I'll be right back okay, I need to talk to Carlisle about something," Lillian leaves the room. She shuts the door; leaving Rosalie and I alone. "Edward." "Yes." "There's something I want to do that I haven't done in 84 years." "What's that?" She comes towards me. She combs her fingers through my hair and kisses me. It felt so good. I did love her. "Rosalie, I'm with Bella." "I know. I just wanted to try it." "You had your chance to get me back. It's too late now." "No it's not." I kiss her again. 

Lillian and Carlisle walk through the door. "Oh," Carlisle gets shocked. "Oh my gosh!" Lillian says. Rosalie and I stop kissing. "It was nothing, I just wanted to try it," Rosalie claimed. "Just forget about it," I said. "Okay then." "It was something," Lillian jumped in. "No, it wasn't. I told you, I just wanted to."  "So what were you guys doing?" I ask Lillian and Carlisle. "Well, I gave Lillian her birth certificate and added some stuff to it," Carlisle said. I grabbed the certificate he handed to me. 

Full Name: Lillian Hale Cullen

Mother: Rosalie Hale

Father: Edward Cullen

Date of Birth: 19.11.32

I still can't believe I had a daughter. I shared her with Rosalie. Our daughter. I loved her. Rosalie was a great mother to her. Carlisle leaves the room. "Carlisle," I started talking. "Edward." "Don't tell anyone about the kiss okay, especially Bella." "I won't." Lillian gives Rosalie her certificate. Rosalie puts it in her draw. "Lillian, the kiss meant nothing okay. I just wanted to try it again." Rosalie tried to explain to Lillian. "I understand mum." They hug. Rosalie was so gorgeous. The way she talked reminded me of a lovely flower that talked. 

I realised that this was also my family.