Rogue Prince

Chapter 2

I had my music blasting in my ears when my headphones got jerked out of my ears.
"What the fu-" I stopped when I saw it was my mom.
"I have called you five times already. Go put another light bulb in my bathroom," she said.
"Why can't you just get someone else to do it? You are the Luna," I said back. Her eyes glowed violet. Ivy was now with me.
"I'll just fucking do it myself!" She growled and stormed out of my room. I shrugged my shoulders and put my headphones back in. I laid my head against the headboard and became lost in my thoughts and memories.
"Pump the gas," mom said. She was looking at me through the rear view mirror. "Well go on."
"I-I don't know how," I said.
"Are you serious? That's pathetic, Parker." She got off and pumped the gas herself. It's not my fault I didn't know how. No one ever taught me how to do it.

I was in the shower now. I had a razor blade in my right hand, pressed against my left wrist. I couldn't bring myself to do it. I knew once I did, I'd be doing it all the time. No one would notice or care anyway.

"I'm so fucking worthless," I said. I was drunk with Carter.
"Dude, no you aren't," he said.
"Yes I am. I can't get anything right. I can't even fucking change a light bulb without breaking one."
"It's just bad luck."
"I almost cut my wrist open," I blurted out. I burped and could taste a bit of throw up.
"You what?" Carter asked. Carter was more sober than I was.
"What?" I asked, tripping over my own feet. I blacked out the rest of the night.

I saw a face appear in front of me, when I opened my eyes. I jumped a little.
"Jesus, Carter, what the fuck man?" I asked. Carter laughed.
"Sorry bro. Didn't mean to scare ya," he said.
"What do you want?"
"It's our shift for patrol."
"Fuck. I really don't want to go. But maybe it's the best way to get killed," I mumbled the last part.
"What?" Carter asked.
"Nothing," I lied. "Well come on then. Better get off to boring patrol."
Carter just nodded and we headed out to the east territory.
"So how are you doing?" Carter asked. I shrugged.
"Fine." I really just want to die but yeah I'm fine.
"Dude I'm your best friend. I can tell when you're lying." I sighed.
"What the fuck do you want me to say? That I just want to die because my life fucking sucks?" Carter was quiet.
"Yeah that's what I fucking thought," I grumbled. I walked away from him, just wanting to be alone.
I heard a rustle in the nearby tree and growled. I could smell the rogue.
"You want to die?" He asked.
"Why do you want to know?" I asked, standing in an attack position.
"Cause I can help you with that." He smiled, revealing yellow rotting teeth.
"Get away from this territory or I'll rip you to shreds," I threatened. The rogue laughed.
"You wouldn't. Not when I can offer you a way from the place you hate so much."
"If I wanted to die I would have done it already. Now get lost. Or I'll kill you." The rogue crept back into the shadows and I heard him run away.
"You okay?" Carter asked.
"I'm fine. I am a son of an alpha," I said, reminding him.
"Yeah I know. Just checking up on you, Parker." I shrugged him off and kept walking. Maybe I should become a rogue. I don't have to listen to anyone. No one to boss me around. No one to push me around.
'Parker, I need you in my office' Jensen mind linked me. Oh great. This is just what I need.
'Coming.'
"Hey, I gotta go. Jensen needs me for something," I told Carter.
"You're not just saying that to get out of this are you?" Carter asked.
"I wish. But he actually needs me."
"Okay."
I started jogging to Jensen's office. He hates when we're late. I finally made it to his office and knocked on the door.
"Come in," Jensen said. I walked in and stood in front of his desk.
"You need me for something?" I asked. I put my hands in my front pockets.
"Why didn't you report a rogue on the east territory?" He asked.
"Because I could have handled him on my own," I said.
"And if you couldn't have?"
"Look, Jensen just bec-"
"Alpha." I rolled my eyes.
"Look, alpha, just because I'm your younger brother doesn't mean I can't take on one tiny rogue."
"It doesn't matter. You still should have reported it to me. I would have handled it differently."
"Yeah by killing a rogue that hasn't done anything to you," I said. "I at least gave him a chance."
"He deserves to die," Jensen said.
"Why? Because he's a waste of space? Huh? Because he's not important? Because he's a fuckup?"
"That's exactly why!"
"Well so am I and here I am. Still living in fucking hell!" I roared. Jensen didn't say anything. I didn't expect him too either. I walked out of Jensen's office and slammed the door. I heard the door open again.
"You're still a prince of this pack! Start acting like one!" Jensen yelled. Prince my ass. If I was a fucking Prince I wouldn't be treated this way. They'd all respect me like they do Jensen. Prince is just a title. It doesn't mean shit. I flipped him off and Jensen slammed his door shut.
"Stop slamming doors in my house!" Mom yelled. I ignored her comment and slammed my door closed. "What did I just say!"
I heard footsteps coming up the stairs and knew it was mom.
"Parker!" She yelled. Of course I'd be the one to get in fucking trouble.
I swung my door open.
"What the fuck do you want?" I asked. She stared at me.
"What did you just say?" She asked. I knew she heard me. She just wanted me to say it again.
"I said, what the fuck do you want?"
"I know I raised you better than this, Parker," she said. I rolled my eyes.
"You hardly even raised me. I pretty much raised myself. All you cared about were Felicity and Jensen."
"That's not true. I cared about you," she said. I rolled my eyes again.
"I never once remember you being there for me. I went through everything on my own. Even dad wasn't there for me."
As if on cue, dad came strolling in.
"What's going on? Jane?" Dad asked. I didn't answer him. I saw tears forming in mom's eyes. She turned towards dad and he immediately went to her. "Jane, what's wrong?"
"He doesn't think I raised him. What did I do wrong, Dylan?" She asked. Dad looked up at me. Anger in his eyes.
"She raised you. You bet your fucking ass she raised you. And she put a lot of blood, sweat, and tears into it. Now apologize," he said.
"When?! When has she ever been there for me! When have you?! As far as I'm concerned, I don't even fucking exist! I've been quiet and listened my whole life. Not anymore." I yelled. Tears were in my eyes from how angry I was. Eli was getting angry as well. Eli was the only one ever there for me.
I walked out of the house and into the woods. I started taking off my clothes. I needed to shift now. And kill something before I hurt someone.
I shifted into Eli and let him take control. We were running and running. Eli knew I was angry. He was angry himself.
'They don't even fucking care!' I shouted. Eli ran faster, our paws crushing every leaf and twig.
Eli skidded to a stop. 'We'll be passing the border of I keep going' he said.
'Just do it. They won't care if we're gone anyway' I said back. Eli hesitated but did it anyway. He started running again. We didn't bother to stop either.
My ears twitched as we heard howls. And they weren't friendly either.