The secret

The ally

Olivia's POV.

"Hey guys it's been a long day. Go home!" Cragen says walking back into his office.
Finally! We had a horrible case about a father raping his baby girl since she was 3. It made me sick.
"Hey Liv, do you need a ride?" Elliot says.
"No I'm good thanks, I'm gonna walk" i say. I needed to clear my head after today's case.
"Okay. See you tomorrow" he says grabbing his coat and walking out.
I grab my coat and keys and make my way down stairs.
When I get to the street, it is still filled with Christmas lights, even though Christmas was like a week ago. Been as I don't have any family, I spent Christmas by myself, again. And I will probably spend New Years by myself as well. I tell people I don't mind. That I'm fine. But I'm really not. I hated Christmas by myself. So now I just hate Christmas. I will grow to hate New Years as well. Even though Elliot is divorced, he still spends Christmas with his family. Munch spends it with uncle. Finn with Ken. Melinda with her sister. Cragen with his girlfriend. Casey with her boyfriend. I spend Christmas by myself. I say I'm fine. But I'm really not.
I continue to walk down the illuminated street when I begin to feel paranoid. I look behind me. Nothing. I walk into the store in the corner of the street. I brought some more coffee been as I ran out.
I walk out and carry on walking down the street. I look behind me again. I feel like someone is watching me. Nobody is there Liv! Stop being paranoid!
I walk past an ally when I hear a voice behind me.
"Hello detective Benson"
I freeze. I can't move. And that's when I feel him. On me. He touches my waist. He then grabs my face and puts his hand over my mouth. He grabs me and pulls me into the ally. He throws me to the ground and kneels down on top of me. He unbuckles my belt and pulls down my pants along with my underwear. He unbuckles his belt and forces himself inside me.
"Please stop!" I yell in pain.
"Shut up you dirty little whore" he says as he grabs my face.