The secret

The Kicks

My case was taken to court. I testified and it payed off. The bastard who raped me has got 25 years. I have my closet and I'm able to move on I'm my life. El has been so much help. I'm so glad he convinced me into carry out the case. He has helped me through it all. He was by my side though out all of it and I couldn't be more great full.
Me and Elliot have been dating for like 2 years now. We finally decided to disclose about a year and a half ago. And about 8 months ago I found out I was pregnant. Elliot is so excited.
Because I'm so close to my due date now, Elliot insists that in go on leave now. So I am just bored at home.

"Hey Liv, you bored yet?" Casey says over the phone.
"Oh my god I've never been so bored in my life!" I say. I hear her laugh.
"Hey I've got a day off tomorrow, do you want-"
"YES! PLEASE! IM SO BORED!!" I say cutting her off.
"Okay Liv. See you tomorrow, the guys say hi by the way" she says
"Hi to them too" I say. I hang up the phone and fall back into the couch. I'm so bored. I put on the tv and watch some crap about elephants. It bores me so much that I fall to sleep.

"Liv, Liv," I hear someone say.
I open my eyes and see El looking at me.
"Hello beautiful" he whispers.
I go shy and hide my face. He takes his hands and moves my face towards his.
He kisses me softly.
"How are you both?" He asks putting his hand on my stomach.
"We are great, just bored" I say
"Awwww, baby!" He says sarcastically.
I push his playfully and sit up.
"El?" I ask seriously.
"Yeah?" He replies,
"What do you want, a boy or a girl?" I ask.
"Liv I don't mind what it's is, I just want a beautiful healthy baby" he says kissing my forehead.
"I bet he will have your eyes" I say.
"Yeah well I bet he will have your cute nose" he says.
He leans towards me and kisses my lips. he moves his kisses down to my neck. He lifts up my baggy t shirt and moves his kisses onto my bump.
"I love you" I say watching him kiss my bump.
"I love you too" he says. "I love this one aswell" he says blowing raspberries on my belly. It makes me laugh.
"Wait el stop!" I say as I feel something weird.
"What? What's the matter?" He asks
"It's kicking, the baby its kicking!" I say
"Oh my god feel it!"
He puts his hand on my bump, his hand moves up as the baby kicks.
"Oh my god! It's strong!" He says fascinated by the baby kicking.
"You have your momma's badass kicking skills huh?" He says still taking to my bump.
I can't help but laugh. He is speaking to it like it knows what he is say.