~Andy's Pov~
As I lay in my bed, staring up at the ceiling, I couldn't help but wonder what Jayy was doing right now. Its been two weeks since the incident with Juliet and that guy at the diner. After that, I shut myself out from the world. Well, except for when I had show and interviews to do. I refused to talk to anyone, including my family. Though I'm sure they figured out what happened thanks to the fans and Juliet's instagram. The only person I really talked to was Jayy since he was there. But, I've got to get over Juliet eventually. Wallowing in my own sorrows was never a good thing to do.
I sighed and got up off of the bed, walking through the bunk alley to the living room area of the tour bus. The guys all looked up at me as I walked in. They looked surprised to see me though I guess I couldn't blame them considering the fact that this was the first time I've come out of "hiding" on my own.
"Look who finally can out of the wall." CC said.
I raised an eyebrow at him.
"What? It's just nice to actually see you outside of shows and interviews." He said defensively.
"Yeah, I know. I've just got a lot on my mind that I need to take care of." I said.
"Like what?" Ash asked.
I hesitated. Should I tell them about my feelings for Jayy? Would they laugh at me or would they accept it? Could I trust them enough to tell them about it without them telling Jayy? I mentally debated for a moment on whether or not I could trust them before I took a deep breath. Here goes nothing...
"I think I fell in love with Jayy."
I held my breath, waiting for them to respond.
"Are you sure, Andy? I mean you hardly just met him." Ash stated.
"He was there for me when no one else was and he stood up for me." I said.
"Yes but do you know anything about him?"
I thought about that for a moment. I mean, I've learned a lot about Jayy a couple of days after the incident because the guys suggested for all of the bands on Warped to hang out and get wasted. Jayy and I were the only ones who hadn't gotten wasted that night so we decided to get to know each other by playing 20 questions. Well, more like 100 questions but whatever.
"Yes I do actually." I said finally.
Ashley seemed shocked by my answer, as if he expected me to say no. I'm sure there were still things that I didn't know about Jayy but I wasn't pushy. I knew that he'd tell me if he really wanted me to know. Then again, I've basically been ignoring him since that night so I'm sure he probably won't really talk to me now. I sighed.
"What's wrong Andy?" Jinxx asked.
I shook my head.
"Nothing. I'm fine." I said.
"If you really like him then you should tell him." Ash said.
I nodded and grabbed my phone. I looked at the time. I still had about three hours until we had a show so that will give me enough time to talk to Jayy and maybe tell him how I felt. I said bye to the guys and walked off of the bus. Hmmmm....what number was the BOTDF bus again? Fuck. I'll find it eventually. After about a half hour of looking through the bus numbers, I found what I was looking for. I walked up to the bus door and knocked. A few seconds later, the bus door opened to reveal Dahvie.
"Hey, Andy. What's up?" He said happily.
"Nothing. Is Jayy available by any chance?" I asked.
"He's actually asleep. You can come in and wake him up if you want." He suggested. "He needs to be up within the next couple of hours anyway."
He moved out of the way so I could walk on and closed the door behind me. He led me through the bus and to where, I'm guessing, Jayy's bunk was. We both peeked in to find him with his back toward us. His body was closer to the inside most wall of the bunk. I looked at Dahvie to see a huge smirk plastered on his face. Oh no, this can't be good.
"I know what you can do." A Cheshire smirk grew on his face.
"Uh...what?" I said, hesitant.
He whispered a plan in my ear and waited. I chuckled softly and nodded. He walked into the living room area, leaving me alone in the bunk alley. I peeked into Jayy's bunk again so see him in the same spot. Then, I climbed in beside him, careful not to wake him up. I laid on my side and watched Jayy's sleeping form for a moment. Then, he shifted in his sleep, turning over and cuddling up to me. Our faces were inches away from each other. I could feel his warm breath against my face. Here goes Dahvie's plan. I leaned forward and pressed my lips to his. I mentally gasped as sparks bombs exploded. I felt Jayy's breathing pick up and his eyes flashed open in shock. He jumped away from me, hitting his head in the process. I held my hands out in front of me to show that it was alright and he sighed.
"You scared the shit out of me." He whispered, trying to calm his breathing.
I placed one of my hands on his cheek and looked into his eyes. I smiled genuinely. He stared at me in confusion and pushed my hand away from his face. I sighed.
"What are you doing here?" He questioned.
"I came here to talk to you and apologize for ignoring you for the past couple of weeks but Dahvie said you were asleep. Then he told me to wake you up by kissing you so uh... yeah. This was Dahvie's idea." I said.
He nodded in understanding.
"So what do you want to talk about?" He asked.
Here it goes...
"I think I've fallen in love with you."
