'Cause I Lost It All and Who Can Save Me Now?

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~Andy's Pov~

He left. I can't believe he fucking left. I guess I was to blame for it since I basically ignored him all week. But how could I be so fucking stupid? I knew saying what I did was wrong and I regret doing that. But I was angry at him. He kissed Scout. Or maybe it was the other way around. Either way, he didn't pull away. Plus, he was practically on top of her when I caught them so it only pointed to it being him who kissed her.

But I love him. And I was stupid for allowing him to slip through my fingers. I just sat there and watched him as he got up and left. His last words still rang clearly in my mind and I couldn't shake it. 'Let me know how that works out for you.' I honestly wished that I had grabbed his arm and pulled him back to me so that I could kiss him and tell him exactly how I felt.

Then again, I'm not quite sure if that would work out since he was pretty pissed at me. He'd probably slap me or something if I tried or Dahvie would've gotten involved as well. Still, though, it would've been worth it just as long as he knew how I truly felt. I sighed and stared at the sky. I'm surprised Scout hasn't come out to bug me yet.

~Jayy's Pov~

After a couple hours of just staring at my ceiling, I heard a knock on my door. I hesitated for a moment, debating on whether I should answer or if I wanted to because answering it would require an explanation. One I honestly didn't want to give right now. I sighed and stood up, answering the door. Dahvie.

"Look, I know you're upset but you promised you'd tell me what happened." He said.

I sighed and nodded. He walked in and I closed the door behind him. We walked over and sat on my bed. He waited patiently for my to explain. I sighed again and explained everything. From the day Scout and I were introduced, to the fact that Andy basically ditched me to be with her, to the kiss, to what Andy had said up to when he picked me up.

"Maybe you should listen to him." He said after a moment of silence.

I looked at him in shock.

"Are you fucking serious!?!" I yelled.

"Dude, come on. At least give him a second chance. After all, he basically gave you a second chance when he came after you after the kiss with Scout." He said.

He did have a point. I sighed and looked down at my hands.

"At least try to give him another chance." Dahvie said.

"What if I go back and he just does the same thing he did before?" I asked.

"Well then, you'll be able to say I told you so." He said.

I nodded and stood up. I walked into the bathroom and looked at my reflection. Damn, I looked like a wreck. I fixed my hair which I had dyed back to black since the blue got boring and washed my face. I fixed my makeup and put in some blue contacts. Wow, it feels weird to have them in again since I haven't had them in since tour. I walked out of the bathroom and looked at Dahvie.

"I don't understand why he would let such a beautiful creature go." Dahvie said.

"Awww, come on! Don't do this to me!" I exclaimed.

He chuckled.

"Just go get your boyfriend back." He said.

"I don't have the keys." I said.

He took them out of his pocket and tossed them to me. I caught them and walked out of the house to the car. I got in and drove back to Andy's house. Thank god I can memorize things. I pulled into the driveway and got out. I zipped my jacket up since it had cooled down substantially and made my way up to the door.

I knocked a couple times and waited patiently. After a few minutes, I heard heavy footsteps and two people talking. More like yelling. I wouldn't be surprised if Scout was still here. I shifted my feet and waited for the door to open. When it didn't, I knocked again. This time, the door opened and I was greeted by Scout. She had a smirk firm on her lips.

I pushed past her and walked into the house. I looked around the entire house for Andy. I walked into his room and found him sitting on his bed, staring expectantly at the door as I walked in. He looked up at me then looked away. I walked over and sat down next to him. I was about to say something when Scout walked in.

"I'll see you later, Andy." She said before she disappeared. After a few seconds, I heard the front door close which signaled her departure. I looked back at Andy and sighed. He was staring at the floor, not even wanting to look at me. I placed my hand on his knee to get him to look up but that didn't even cause him to do anything.

"Andy?" I whispered.

Nothing. Wow, I come back for this? I sighed and pulled my hand away from him. I went to stand up but he grabbed my wrist, preventing me from doing so. I looked back to see him looking at me with tears in his eyes. They threatened to spill over onto his cheeks but I could tell he was trying his best to keep from crying. I placed a hand on his cheek and gently stroked it with my thumb.

"I forgive you." I said in a hushed tone.

His eyes brightened and a smile formed on his lips. I couldn't help but smile back. Then, he leaned forward and pressed his lips to mine. I smiled and gladly kissed back, cupping his cheek. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him. I shifted and wrapped my arms around his neck. He licked my lip, begging for entrance. I decided to tease him, so I kept them closed. He growled playfully and pulled away.

"Fucking tease." He chuckled.

"You know it!" I giggled my high pitched giggle.

He kissed the bridge of my nose. I crossed my eyes and blinked. I heard him awww and he kissed my cheek. Ah, it's great to have him back.

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