~Andy's Pov~
As I lay in my bed, I couldn't help but think about something. Or should I say someone. I don't know why but I couldn't seem to get this person off of my mind. I mean, why does this person interest me so much? After all, I am straight and straight guys do not get attracted toward other men. But there was something about this man that drew me to him. Ugh! Stop thinking about it! Maybe I should ask for advice.
I got up and stretched, groaning as I felt my body crack after being in one position for to long. I walked out to the living room area where Ashley was sitting, watching something on his laptop. I stood there for a minute, debating whether I should talk to him about it or not. He looked up when he sensed my presence and raised an eyebrow.
"You okay, Andy?" He asked. "You look confused."
"I kinda need someone to talk to." I said.
"About what?" He asked.
I didn't say anything. I was grateful that he caught on that it was something I wanted to talk about without the presence of curious ears. He shut his laptop and stood up before walking off the bus. I simply followed him, closing the bus door once I was out. I took a cigarette out of my pocket and lit it. It always helped me keep my thoughts straight.
"So what do you need to talk about?" Ash asked.
I sighed and ran a hand through my hair.
"Have you ever really been attracted to someone when you know it won't work out?" I asked.
"I have before but why are you asking me this when you have Juliet?" He questioned.
Fuck! I completely forgot about her. But knowing that I still had her made this situation all the more confusing. I leaned against the bus and let out a long breath of smoke. I feel like an ass for forgetting about her but I couldn't help it. Jayy had somehow wedged himself in my thoughts and refused to leave them.
I heard Ash shift his feet as he waited for me to say something. Quite honestly, I didn't know what to say. I couldn't exactly tell him flat out that I was somehow attracted to another guy, could I? And I knew that I couldn't tell him that I had forgotten about my girlfriend. I know she'd eventually find out about it if I told anyone and I couldn't do that to her. But I also couldn't exactly be with her if I was attracted to someone else. Should I just tell her instead?
~Jayy's Pov~
"For the love of fucking Satan, shut the fuck up!" I yelled at Dahvie for the five billionth time. He hasn't stopped bugging me about what happened earlier today. He apparently thinks that there was some kind of connection between me and Andy when I know there wasn't. I knew for a fact that Andy was straight and had a girlfriend so there was no way in hell that I would ever have a chance with him.
"Oh come on, I saw the look on your face when you talked to him! You can't tell me there wasn't a little something there!" He yelled back in a weird tone that I've never heard before.
"So what if there was? It's not like there's a chance of us ever doing anything. I mean, we aren't even friends." I said.
"That's where you get to know him. Find out what he's like. Maybe you'll find that he's the one for you. And if he isn't, well then you can at least say that you tried." He said.
Damn...I hate when he's right!
