~Jayy's Pov~
"I think I've fallen in love with you." Andy said softly, looking me in the eyes.
I felt my eyes widen in shock. Did he really mean it or was he fucking with my emotions? He couldn't be serious, could he? After all, he was straight. At least that's what I thought he was. And he showed himself out to be straight. Knowing this, I pushed him away from me even further, almost knocking him out of my bunk. He looked at me in confusion and hurt but I didn't care. I was gonna save myself from the heartbreak before it had the chance to even wrap itself around me.
"Get out!" I yelled at him.
"B-but.." he started.
"Just leave, Andy. I don't want you here." I growled.
His face dropped as I spoke but he nodded. He shifted around and climbed out of my bunk. I felt a sudden urge to grab his hand and tell him to stay but I ignored it. I heard the bus door close as he left. Then, I heard footsteps approach my bunk. Dahvie opened the curtain and peeked his head in, looking straight at me with a "WTF" expression.
"Dude, what the hell?!?" He demanded. "One day you're all like 'I need him in my life. I want him to be mine' then you're like, 'Fuck you! You're nothing but a worthless piece of shit so go away' the next? What the fuck is wrong with you!?!"
"You said it yourself, he was straight Dahvie. Plus, he's bound to break my heart just like every other fucking guy I've been with." I said.
"Ever think maybe that he's gone bi for you? Or even gay? You tend to have that effect on men, Jayy." He pointed out.
"Yes but usually that only works for the time they're around me Dahvie. Who knows how he is when I'm not around."
"Well, judging by the expression he had on his face when he walked off of the bus, he meant it." He said.
I sighed. God damn my fucked up mind.
I crawled out of the bunk and made my way to the bathroom to get ready. I didn't bother showering since I could hear it raining outside. I washed my face off and quickly put on some eyeliner. Then, I put a pair of ripped, American flag skinnies on with my "Satan Worships Me" shirt and my usual bullet and "white trash" belts. I put my black cowboy boots on and looked at my reflection. I decided not to wear contacts so I just walked out of the bathroom. I grabbed my phone, cigarettes and lighter before walking toward the door.
"Where are you going?" Dahvie asked.
"To talk to Andy." I said before walking off of the bus. I pushed my hair back and started walking toward where I knew Andy's bus would be. I didn't take me very long to reach it. I took a deep breath and knocked on the door. A few seconds later, the door opened to reveal.. Ashley? I raised an eyebrow seeing as he was in nothing but boxers. And his hair was wet so he must've just took a shower. He looked me up and down for a brief moment before glaring at me. Ummm...hello to you too?
"What do you want?" He asked bitterly.
"I came here to talk to Andy. Nothing more." I said calmly.
"Well, he's kinda busy at the moment so you should come back later." He said before he started to turn away from me.
Then there was another voice.
"Who's at the door, Ash?"
I could tell it was Andy.
Ashley didn't say anything. He just glared at me before walking back into the bus. I shifted my feet, unsure of what to do now. Andy came into view a couple seconds later and froze. He stared at me for a few seconds before he snapped out of it. His eyebrows furrowed and he crossed his arms in front of him.
"Can I help you?" He questioned.
"Can we talk?" I asked.
"I-" I cut him off.
"Please? That's all I'm asking of you." I pleaded.
He sighed and nodded before disappearing back into the bus. He reappeared a few seconds later with a jacket and combat boots on. He walked off the bus and closed the door.
"So what is it that you want to talk about?" He asked.
"About earlier. I-" He cut me off.
"Don't worry about it. It's nothing." He said.
I sighed.
"It is too something, Andy. If it were nothing, you wouldn't have gone through the trouble to say it." I said.
"It doesn't mean anything to you so why does it matter?" He demanded.
"Because I love you too." I blurted out.
His eyes snapped to mine instantly and went wide. I don't know what came over me but I found myself closing this distance between us. Andy watched my movement in shock but he didn't push me away. I smiled at him right before I placed my lips to his. He hesitated for a moment but then he seemed to melt into the kiss. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to me and I felt him smile against my lips. After a couple minutes, we pulled away. I rested my forehead against his and stared into his beautiful blue eyes. He stared back at me and smiled.
"Andy?"
"Yes, Jayy?" He asked.
"Will you be mine?" I asked.
He smiled widely.
"Of course!" He screamed in excitement.
I chuckled and hugged him tightly. He hugged back tighter. I smiled widely and kissed his cheek. Finally, I have my love!!
