A/N: Get ready for the drama. And please don't hate me for any of this. It is merely a fan fiction, nothing more.
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~Jayy's Pov~
It's been a week since Andy first had Scout over and she is over basically every day. And when she is over, Andy doesn't pay the least bit of attention to me. He just hangs out with her, talking, laughing, having a good old time while I just sit around by myself and do whatever. Mostly smoke weed and and do Stickams.
Right now, I was sitting in the living room, smoking weed and watching tv. Andy was upstairs, I think he was in the shower. There was a knock on the door. I stood up and set my bong on the coffee table. I walked over to the door and answered it. I growled and curled my lip in disgust. Scout return the gesture by crinkling her nose up in disgust.
"You interrupted my smoking session!" I growled before slamming the door in her face. I know it was an asshole move but I don't give a fuck. She interrupted my high. Andy walked down then in just a pair of black skinny jeans and combat boots. He raised an eyebrow at me before shifting his eyes to the door behind me.
"Who's at the door?" He questioned.
"Who do you think?" I retorted.
"Why didn't you invite her in?" He asked.
"Not my house, therefore I will not let people in unless you tell me too." I said.
"Well then, let her in." He said before disappearing back up the stairs.
I opened the door again and let her in. Then, without a word, I walked back into the living room and sat on the couch. I picked up my bong and immediately went back to smoking and watching tv. Scout followed me into the living room and watched me with a dirty look on her face. I raised an eyebrow at her.
"Can I help you?" I asked in a bitchy tone.
"You need to stay away from Andy." She replied bitterly.
I bit my lip to hold in my laughter.
"You honestly think I'm gonna listen to you?" I asked with a chuckle. "You're fucking retarded."
"Jayy!" I heard Andy's voice as he came down the stairs.
I rolled my eyes. Clearly, he had only heard the last part. I tuned the two of them out and went back to my previous activities. After a while, I started to get hungry. I huffed and stood up. I stretched and walked into the kitchen. I rummaged through the cabinets for something to eat. I groaned when I couldn't find anything and turned. I noticed Andy and Scout sitting there, staring intently at me. I raised an eyebrow.
"What?" I asked.
"What are you looking for?" Andy asked.
"A pot of gold. What does it look like?" I replied bitterly.
"Jeez, I was just wondering." He sighed.
I rolled my eyes and walked out the front door. I sat down on the porch and pulled out a cigarette. I stared up at the sky, looking at the clouds. I could make out many different shapes out of them. I stared intently on the one that looked like a rabbit. I watched as the cloud morphed into something entirely different. I was so interested in the clouds that I didn't hear the front door open as someone walked outside.
Whoever it was sat down beside me and placed a hand on my shoulder. I shrieked and jumped back, away from them. Surprisingly, it was Scout. I placed a hand on my chest as I tried to settle my heart rate. I sighed and looked at her with a hint of disgust. What the fuck did she want and why wasn't she with Andy?
My thoughts were instantly answered when she leaned forward and placed her lips to mine. My eyes widened in shock but I was frozen in my spot. I couldn't move. She placed a hand on the back of my neck, preventing me from moving even if I were able to. She was strong, despite her small, petite physique.
She pulled me close to her, against my will. I heard a gasp to my left and she pushed me away, standing up. I instantly knew what was about to happen. I looked up at Andy as he stood there, disbelief and heart break evident on his face. I finally broke out of my trance and stood up as well, only to be met with a glare from Andy.
"It's not what it looked like.." I started.
"Oh, so you weren't kissing Scout?" He retorted.
"Okay, she kissed me first and I am one hundred percent gay. I would never kiss a girl unless it were a dare or it was a friend." I explained.
Andy scuffed and rolled his eyes.
"Plus, I would never kiss a dirty slut like her. She probably has who knows how many STDs in her system." I said, glaring at her.
That's when I heard Andy growl.
"Do not say such things about her. You don't fucking know her."
"I don't need to know every single thing about her to know that she's your ex girlfriend." I said.
"Oh trust me, if I wasn't with you right now, I'd more than likely be with her." He growled.
Okay, that hurt. A lot. I instantly knew that I should have never trusted him. Now look where we are. We've only been together for a few months and now he's basically telling me he'd dump me for his ex? I bit my lip to hold back tears and pushed past him into the house. I ran up the stairs and into the bedroom. I slammed the door and locked it before sliding down to the floor.
I can't believe he'd say something like that. I couldn't take it. I instantly broke down, not caring if anyone heard though I was pretty sure neither of them even cared at this point. I didn't cry for long though. I wiped my eyes and stood up. I grabbed my phone off of the nightstand and went through my contacts. I sniffled and called Dahvie. He answered after a few rings.
"Jayy? You okay?" He asked.
"H-how did you-" He cut me off.
"You only call when you need someone to talk to when you can't talk to Andy." He explained. "Now what's wrong?"
"C-can you pick me up?" I asked.
"Why? What happened?" He asked, concern evident in his voice.
"I'll tell you later, okay?"
"Okay. I'll be right there." He said before hanging up.
I put my phone in my pocket and grabbed my jacket. I slipped it on and walked downstairs. I saw Scout and Andy in the living room, sitting on the couch, watching tv. I walked in and grabbed my bong off of the coffee table and that's when Andy looked at me. He stood and attempted to reach for me but I backed away.
"Jayy, please. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said what I said. I didn't mean it." He apologized.
"You obviously meant it if it came out of your mouth." I hissed before walking out of the house. I sat on the porch as I waited for Dahvie. I traced the details on my bong with my fingers. Then, I heard the door open behind me and someone walked out. This time, it was Andy. He sat down beside me.
"Please listen to me." He pleaded.
"Why should I? For the past week since you had Scout over, you haven't even paid attention to me. You had all of the time in the world where I'd sit and listen to you but you fucked up. I'm done listening to you, Andy." I said.
"Look, I'm sorry for treating you like I have been. It's just-" I cut him off.
"It's just you'd rather be with your ex than me?" I asked bitterly as Dahvie pulled into the driveway.
"Great, well let me know how that works out for you." I said as I stood up and walked to the car, getting in. Dahvie must've sensed how pissed off I was because he didn't say anything the entire way back to the Blood Manor. I immediately went straight to my room and slammed the door, locking it. I knew I shouldn't have let myself fall in love again. Why am I so fucking stupid? You'd think that after all the heart break a person goes through, they'd know enough not to go back to it. Well, not me. Screw my fucking feelings!!!
