Divergent on fire [on hold]

Chapter 13 Just you and me

I'm super bored so...here ya go

Peeta P.O.V

I can feel her stroking my hair backwards from my forehead. I open my eyes to only look into those beautiful sparkly sliver ones. I can't help it notice that I've never seen her up close like this before and I can say that she's more beautiful that the shiniest gem. Beyond compare.
I just sit there staring until I notice that I need to break this akward silence.

'Thank you' I mange to blurt out.
She smiles at me. Its that smile that warms and melts my hear at the same time.

'Well, I needed to get you back for what you did for me. With the careers,'

Oh God. I remember I did that for her.
I had to. I couldn't live with myself if she died.
'Yeah, I did that for you so they wouldn't kill you as quick. I had to.' I looked away while saying that and when I look back I can see that she staring at me. Thinking. I start to reconsider what I said. If I said something wrong.

But to my surprise all she does it slowly bend down her head and softly kisses my lips. Im completly surprised by this. 
She breaks the kiss and lifts her head. I don't want that so I get all my strength and lift my head to kiss her again. More certain this time. I don't care if all of Panem is watching right now because I'll  probably never get this do this again.All the pain in me is gone and I don't feeling freezing anymore.

I place one hand gently on her back and the other caressing her cheek. This time I break the kiss saying
'I've always wanted to do that and it was now or never right?'

'Yeah, now or never just you and me.'

I look at her for a second when my leg hurts a lot making me shout uncontrollably. I didn't want to do this because it'll look like I'd be weak.
Who am I kidding? I am weak. I can't even stand up.

Katniss looks worried and says
'We really need to get that fixed. I tried everything I can but its not enough. If we done do something soon...you..will...'
Her voice breaks and her eyes go red. She's about to cry and I can't have that. It  breaks my heart to see her sad.

'Its OK. I'll be fine.' I'm lying of course I'm not fine my leg kills. But I need to stay strong for her. 'You need to get some rest, you'll need tomorrow,'

She let's out a small laugh and says, 'I could say the same thing about you,'

'Alright then get some rest,'

'OK.'

I cares her cheek one last time before she moves to a corner in the cave to sit down  and sleep. I can't have that. I need her to be with me now. I need Katniss by my side.I Tap her leg softly disturbing her from sleep. I hate to do that but this is an exception.

'Katniss, can you stay with me to night?' I can't believe I just said that, but i did.

She doesn't say anything and moves next to me laying her head on my chest. Instantly I feel better. This is what I needed.

I can feel her shivering so I grab my jacket from the side and place it on her acting like a blanket.

'Thank you' she says kissing my lips one last time.

Katniss P.O.V
  I lay on his chest with all the comfort Peeta possibly had to offer. I had to return the favour. Hes done so much for me lately.

I can't imagine him dying now I need to save him because the only person that will mourn over his death is me.

Which brings me to another question. I mean its obvious that he loves me but do I love him? Do I have  feelings for him?
Let's just say I need Peeta now to be with me. I can't let him die, not now.

Suddenly I think of Tris outside. I can't imagine what she must be thinking or feeling. I meant I'd be devastated if they took Peeta to the Capitol to torture him. I feel sorry for Four. I guess I could sleep for a while and then take over watch from Tris? Yep, that's a good plan.

So I snuggle more onto Peeta and listen to his calm and soothing heartbeat to slowly fall asleep