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Harry's P.O.V.
It's been a month since me and Louis came out at school. At first everyone was shocked but no one really seemed to care. Well besides Eleanor. She's taken every shot at me she possibly can. Louis birthday is in a week and I still haven't even thought about a gift to get him. I also haven't talked to my father in a month. Honestly what he said hurt but I couldn't give two fucks about him. Louis my world. I love him more than anything and I knew he wouldn't hurt me. Today he didn't come to school because he wasn't feeling well. I'm currently in the music room playing the piano when I heard the door open. I turned around to see Eleanor, what the hell?

"W-what do you want?"

"I just came here to speak with you real quick. I found out some news that I think you should know." I just looked at her rolled my eyes "I know you think Louis loves you but he really doesn't."

"Oh wow thanks I really believe that coming from you." I started to walk away when she continues

"Don't you think it's funny how you got switched partners all of a sudden? Or how Louis had this sudden interest in you? Or why one second he wants to say in the closet but the next he's kissing you in the halls? It was all a bet Harry. Niall told me everything. You mean nothing to Louis. I actually just felt bad for you." I felt tears welling up in my eyes. She has to be lying. Louis would never do that to me. And even if it started off that way he'd most definitely tell me. I felt a tear fall causing a laugh from Eleanor "I'm sorry I know this must be hard but you had to see this coming."

"What's going on here?" I snapped my head up to see an angry looking Maya

"Oh just telling Harry here about the bet you made with your brother." She made that bet?!

"Harry I-"

"You bet Louis I could fall in love with him?!"

"What? No! I bet Louis that you weren't that bad of a person! I didn't even want to make it a bet that's the only way he'd listen to me! I just wanted him to get to know you so he could see what I saw!"

"I can't believe you!" I yelled

"This is comical." Eleanor laughed

"You stupid bitch this is all your fault!" Maya yelled walking over and punching her right in the face with everything she had. Eleanor fell to the floor and grabbed her now bleeding nose

"Someone had to tell him." Maya just turned back to me and I ran away before she could say anything else. I could hear her running after me by the sounds of the clicking of her heels on her boots

"Harry wait! Let me explain!"

"There's nothing to explain! I don't mean anything to him! Or to you!"

"That is not true! Louis loves you! He's never loved anyone like he loves you before! He called off the bet with Niall right after he asked you to be his boyfriend! He didn't take any money from him! He's loves you!" I didn't respond I just kept waking to my car and drove to my house. When I pulled in I saw Louis standing in my driveway what the hell? I got out of my car and started walking

"Hey babe what wr-"

"Don't even Louis! I know all about the stupid bet! Both of them!"

"Harry I-"

"You know I honestly thought you loved me. How could I have been so stupid?"

"What are you talking about Harry of course I love you! You mean the world to me!"

"I mean nothing to you! Everything about you and me was a lie! Our whole relationship was based off a lie!"

"Harry none of that changes how I feel about you! I never lied about my feelings! I love you! You Harry! Not because of a dare or money or whatever but because I got to know you. If I never would've taken the dare I wouldn't have gotten to know you. I wouldn't have found the one person who truly sees the real me. I wouldn't have found the love of my life please Harry don't do this." Talk about conflicted. I do love him I do. And I really think he loves me too. But I'm hurting right now.

"I need some time. I love you but I think we need a break."

"Harry no-"

"Just for a little while. Just some space." He only nodded and looked to his feet.

"I love you Harry. Please don't forget that." He said before getting in his car and driving off. I got back inside mine and drove to the waterfall. I couldn't find myself to walk all the way up. It didn't feel the same without Louis. I sat down by the creek where me and Maya had about a month and a half ago. Light snow covered the rocks but I didn't care I just needed somewhere to cry. I let tears stream down my cheeks. I know he loves me I really do, but this just hurt. It hurt more than my sister leaving, it hurt more than my mom and dads divorce, it hurt more than my dad saying I was dead to him. I love him I really do but I think a week or two will do us both some good.

"So someone else knows about this spot?" I heard someone say from behind me. I quickly wiped my tears and turned to see a guy who was pretty tall and skinny. He had dark blue eyes nothing like Louis, and sandy blonde hair that laid flat on his forehead.

"Uh yah for quite some time."

"Aren't you Harry?" I nodded "I go to your school I just transferred about two weeks ago. Aren't you dating that Louis guy?"

"I'm not sure right now." I said pulling my knees up to my chest

"Oh. I'm sorry. Do you wanna talk about it?" He asked sitting next to me. I just shook my head and bit my lip "Okay well my names Nick and if you wanna talk I'll be here." He smiled putting a hand on my knee. I returned and awkwardly looked at my knee and he moved his hand but not before squeezing it. I sat here for a little just making small talk and he gave me his phone number.

"Well thanks for talking. Guess I'll see you at school." I said starting to walk away

"Wait. Uh would you wanna go see a movie or something sometime?"

"Me and Louis aren't broken up."

"I meant just as friends silly."

"Oh then sure just as friends." I said smiling. I hate to be rude to people

"Okay bye Harry." He said winking before I turned away. I hope he knows this is just as friends. As much as he hurt me my heart belongs to Louis. I feel it always will. I drove back to my house and laid down on my bed before my phone vibrated.

Lou<3: I know you said you needed space and I'm going to respect that but I just want to let you know one more time how sorry I am and I never wanted to hurt you. I may mean nothing to you anymore but I love you and nothing will change that Harry. I'm so sorry xx

How could he think him saying he loves me means nothing? Oh yah because I said I needed space. I'm so stupid he'll probably find someone else better. If he really does love me he won't be with anyone else. He needs to know that I'm hurt and I'm giving up this easy. I have a feeling this will be harder for me than it will be for him. I felt my phone vibrate again and I looked to see Nick

Nick:Heey Harry I'll pick you up this weekend at 6:30 to go see a movie. Can't wait ;)

Me: yah great FRIENDLY movie.

I hope he gets the hint. He's cute don't get me wrong but he's not Louis. No one is. Louis the only one I love. I don't think anything will change that no matter what he does.
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