Pluppy

Final goodbye

Jessica Pov:

I want you to think. How screwed up is my life? My life is defiantly not one if those "Perfect" fan fics. Not even close. I ran away. My mother died. I tried to kill myself. My only friend left me. My other only friend left me. Clover died. Niall cheats on me. Niall chose Autumn over me. I just don't know what to do. Ehats the point in even trying? or living? Harry I'm about to break our promise.

El Pov:

"Guys am I the only one whos worried about her!" I yell frustrated. "She is fine!" Harry yells. "What do you mean?" Niall asks. No answer. "El?" He says. "Niall I'm done with your bullcrap!" I scream. "She's right mate" Liam agrees. "Im sorry" I say. "Do you care how many times you've hurt her? how many times Shes been hurt? Or do you not care?" I ask angrily. He opens hi mouth to answer but my phone rings. "It's a text from Jess!" I yell. All eyes snap on me. "It says Hey El. I just want you to know I am so gram great full for everything you have done. I love you. Bye" I read aloud. Strange. "I just got one to" Liam says "Liam I want you to know your amazing and a huge help to keep me strong this long, Love ya" He reads aloud. "Guys" I say looking at te others.

"I got one" Harry says. "Hey Harry. I just want to let you know how you always kept me happy. Always. I'll miss ya. Love ya" I read aloud. Miss ya?

"I just got one" Niall says nervously. "Niall. Im sorry for all the crap I've dragged you through. You don't need to worry about that anymore with Autumn. Good luck to the both of you. Bye" He reads.

"Got mine" Lou says. "Louis I want to thank you for coming to California when Niall and I were on break. You made me realize how much of an amazing person you were and you aren't always stupid:) Love ya" He reads.

"Got mine" Zayn gulps. "Hi Zayn. I know we weren't the closest but you are such an amazing person. Love ya" He reads.

"Guys what does this mean?" I ask nervously. "She I Probaly planning to never speak with us again." Harry shrugs. "I'll miss her" Louis sighs. "No this isn't the last time I'm talking to her." I say confidently. "El give it up!" Liam snaps. Woah I didn't know he had it in him...

Jess POV:

I walk into the bath room and shut the door. I sit on the floor crying. I can't believe I'm doing this. I grab the razor blade and hold it to my wrist. I grab a hand towel and shove it in my mouth, to keep from screaming. I press the blade in and move it across. I scream into the rag. I do it again. And again. My eyes start getting heavy. "Jess?" Dani yells. "Jess!" She screams. "Dad!" she yells. My dad comes running in and screams "Jess!" He kneels by my side as Lauren runs in. "Lauren call the ambulance." Dad screams. and that is all I remember.

Els POv:

My phone starts ringing. Oh Jess is calling. I set down on the couch and hear Dani crying, Daddy Hill screaming, an ambulance in the distance, and Lauren yelling for everyone to go in there rooms.

"Hello?" I yell I to the phone. "El?" Dani crys. "What!" I say as my heart starts beating fast. "Jess is killing herself" She says. My grip in the phone loosens and my phone falls to the floor with a loud bang. I sit there. No tears, no noise, just silence. "Hello?" I hear from my phone. I don't answer. I soon hear the click of the phone. The boys come into the room laughing. Liam sees me and rushes to my side "El are you okay! Yor pale" Louis yells. I fall to my knees on the floor and let it all out. "El you need to talk to us" Harry says. I sit up still sobbing. "She commited" I s all I say. Everyone's face drops. Soon we are all crying. Is she alive? Man I hope so...