Chapter 15

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Tomorrow Ryder is finally returning to his pack. That means I have two months left here then I take action against my mother. We came up with a solid plan.

Ronnie has been really helpful to us and I'm glad we're close. We don't sleep around anymore but we hang out a lot. We recently went hunting together to feed our blood thirst.

Eric turned 10 and Marcie is still her cute little 8 year old self. They have become incredibly closer now that they know they're mates.

Greg and Fawn recently gave the news that their expecting a sweet little baby. I can't wait to be an aunt. Hell I can't wait to be a big sister.

Tyler and Jinx have decided to take another trip. They were going to wait until Ryder returned but I told them to go enjoy themselves.

Raven and Lucas don't really converse with us anymore unless Ronnie is around. Raven loves her brother and Ronnie loves his sister but he has put up some boundaries against her.

I'm now cuddled up on the couch with Ronnie watching T.V. We did this often. It helped us both relax.

"What if Ryder is your mate." Ronnie said out of the blue.

I looked at him skeptically.

"I'm serious Faith. What if it's him! Your mate has been the alpha this whole time. It's more likely than being one of the others. They were all low ranked and my alpha already has a mate." He sat sitting up.

I placed my hand on his shoulder and closed my eyes. He sighed and lied back down. I stared at the ceiling.

"You might be right." I whispered.

He could be right. More likely is right. Ryder was with alpha when those wolves were in the woods and I hadn't caught scent of him yet. Then when I'm released there's scent all around then it cuts off again.

It takes a lot of power to hide your scent. It has to be an alpha or a beta and I know Ryder is definitely one of those. I closed my eyes again and groaned.

Lucas and I had that love filled relationship going knowing we'd break apart. I realize now I just wanted affection and attention but still, I thought I loved him. I was a love sick puppy and thinking back to it, wow! It disgusts me now.

Ronnie and I had a fling for a month but that was it. I mean fucking a guy 6 times doesn't necessarily mean I love him. Sure he's great, attractive, and we have a lot in common but I don't think I can say I truly love him. Maybe a small crush.

But Ryder. If he was my mate I wouldn't know him at all, he could be ruthless and mean, I would have to love him. I never realized how forceful mate bonds are.

You could be married and find your mate and be ripped away from the person you loved. It's kind of sad to think about. Will I fully love my mate if I have a connection with Ronnie and I really like him? Who knows? Oh yeah, the moon goddess.

The moon goddess is the werewolf God pretty much. She created us and she pairs us up. She decides everyone's fate. Sometimes what she does is questionable but it always seems to work out.

I sighed and got off the couch and went to change. I put on black shorts and a black sports bra. I ditched my shoes and let my hair free. It cascaded down my back in soft platinum blonde waves.

I jogged around the pack house. After about 50 laps I noticed a girl watching me intensely. I grabbed my water and walked over to the brunette.

"See something you like?" I asked.

She laughed,"More like jealous of. You're so fit and gorgeous. No wonder why Ronnie has a thing for you."

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