Alaskas pov
It had been two weeks since Sam told me he was dying. I've felt like I'm the one dying though. Everyone keeps asking me if I'm okay and it seems really evident to me that I'm not.
I think it's evident to Luke.
He's the only one I really talk to now. If I talk.
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Two hours later
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"Alaska?" Jade asks looking into my room. Her voice sounds sad.
No.
"Laska um Sams..."
No.
"He's gone"
No.....
I can't breath. My chest feels like someone just ripped my heart out and threw it in a wood chipper. I can practically feel each and every individual piece going threw it.
"I'm so sorry Laska" she says.
I don't say anything, just sit there looking at the ground with tears falling down my face.
"I'm gonna call Luke and get him here" she says.
She walks out of the room and I collapse on my bed crying harder then I ever had in my life.
He was gone. The person who has always been there for me, stayed by me, gone. He was more of my brother then my actual brother.
I don't fucking understand... Why?
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I'm so sorry that I'm terrible at updating!
Also I'm gonna be ending this book within 2 chapters.
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FanfictionWhen Alaska packs up and moves around the world Alaska and has to completely restart her life she meets the dorky boys that few call 5 Seconds of summer. After a while secrets come flooding into her life. Ones she never thought anyone was hiding.
