My Missing Puzzle Piece, (Katy Perry And John Mayer Fanfiction).

1- How It All Started

(Katy's POV)

You are lost and depressed Katy, you are unloved.

Why did these words that kept running through my mind? I deserve it Dont I? I angrily threw the pillow across the room as loud sobs escaped my mouth, I thought he loved me, but no one loves me. The day I signed those paper will be a day that I will never forget. because I lost the most important thing in my life in that day.

Flashback

Guilt ate me alive once I signed those papers, I hated my life. I hated it.

"Honey!" Russell called behind me making me quickly turn my head and give him a disgusted look. "Don't honey me" I gritted through my teeth biting my lip. "Katy listen I still love you but things didn't work out!" Russell said walking towards me. "I trusted you, I thought you loved me, in this world I have only known what heartbreak and betrayal is, I thought you were the one Russell, I thought, but you're just aren't. Don't get close to me. Don't even call me. I am done with you. Move on and find another girl, I don't give chances! Fuck you Russell!" I said shoving his chest away and running out of the court.

I got in the car and drove off quickly as hot salty tears escaped my eyes and rolled down my light pink cheeks. I hated life, why do I have to face all of this shit, why is it always me, always Katheryn Hudson, what did I do to deserve This? there must be a reason.

Ended.

I have to be strong and move on. It's been 7 months already since he slammed me with that text. But I can't.

"Katy!" Shannon's cheery voice echoed in the house, I looked beside me on the bed that Russell and I slept together in, the bed where we first made love. But now he is gone now. Forever.

"Oh! there you are!" She said plopping beside me on the king sized bed. "Awe, Katy let's just go out," she said cupping my face.

"I don't know Shannon, I feel insecure, imagine that you have a perfect life and within a year it all vanishes and you be left out. He is probably fucking and girl right now while I have to be here. And at the end, he just says it's my fault." I cried pulling my now skinny legs to my chest.

"Katy listen to me. You are way better than this, I am sure or probably more than sure that one day you will find the guy that will make you happy" she said putting a hand on my shoulder.

"Thank you, Shannon. But I am not going out, I need some time before facing the reality again" I said and she nodded. "Just call me whenever you need me," she said kissing my forehead and leaving the room.

Maybe Shannon is right? I should probably move on. I grabbed my phone that I haven't touched in forever and checked the time.

I should probably take a shower and go to the grocery store, I need some fresh air. I took the blankets off me and walked to the bathroom and turned the shower on before undressing myself.

I got under the steamy shower and washed my body, it feels great to be clean again, I need to show Russell that I don't give a shit about him

**

I curled the last bit off my hair and looked in the mirror, I think I now look presentable. I grabbed my purse and walked out. Surprisingly no paparazzi,

I got in my black Audi A5 and started the engine. I waited a few seconds before pressing on the gas pedal, I drove to target and parked the car.

I got out of the car and placed my ray bans above my eyes and walked in. people talking and walking around made me feel a whole lot better