The boy who saved her life

Chapter 9

Carllens POV
I opened my eyes not quite sure we're I was I was in the hospital but how all I could remember was Matt kissing Lacey I don't want to see him but here he is beside me " carllen " Matt said looking at me " g-go away " I said realizing that Matt was actually here
" please just listen to me " he sounds like he means it but I don't know anymore " why ,why should I I thought I could trust you but then you turn your back on me " I can't handle stress I start getting emotional " give me 5 minutes please " " NO..Matt just leave " I start crying " carllen please I love you " Matt looks really hurt " well if you love someone you wouldn't do something like that to them " the tears just keep coming I love Matt too but I can't just forgive him like that if he really loves me like he said he did he will show me that I can believe him .
Matt soon leaves my room to let me rest .
----later that day----
I was finally released from the hospital and could go home all I could think about was Matt how was I supposed to live in the same house as him when right now I don't even want to look at him , we reach the house when I am greeted by Deana at the porch I walked up to her and gave her a big hug " I heard what happened with Matt I'm sorry honey " Deana said hugging me hearing matts name anywhere makes me want to cry I just want him to hold me and tell me everything is gonna be ok but everything is not ok , I pulled away walking into the house not saying or eating anything for the past day I was in my room crying myself to sleep every night until there was a knock on my door I walked to the door and opened it to reveal Matt with a tray of food " what " I asked tired " I brought you some food cause you haven't eaten for almost 2 days " my heart melted to the thought of Matt caring about me I let him in but just because he was holding my food witch smells delicious "carllen " Matt asks quietly " hmm" is all I could say " can you just hear me out " Matt says looking at me "I didn't kiss Lacey " he says fiddling with his fingers " she kissed me "as soon as he said that I new he was being honest it warmed my heart to hear him say he didn't kiss Lacey " ma" I was cut off by Matt continuing his story " I was waiting for you after school when Lacey came up to me and started talking none sense then I told her to go away but she forced herself into me and then that's when u turned the corner " I was amazed at what Lacey is capable of how dare she try and break us up I did nothing but be nice and this is what I get " Matt I'm sorry for being a jerk " I start tearing up " it's just I thought that you were kissing her and I just came at the wrong moment an.." I was cut off by matts lips attach to mine , we pulled away " carllen don't blame yourself I'm just glad I have you back I don't know what I would do if you died from the accident " wait was he talking about the accident that made me be in the hospital " what happened " I asked curious " you were running and ran onto the road and was hit by a car " that would probably make more sense " I hated not being able to be with you it drove me crazy .
Me and Matt cuddled all night .