Meeting The Trouble Maker [LEVIHAN Fanfiction]

Chapter 10: Don't Die For Me

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I was starring at the Window this time..
It's been 3 weeks since Levi and Petra talk to me, its also my First Expedition. I'm so excited! I don't know but i cant help being excited. Most of the Cadets and even my Squad are tensed, scared, and worried. I couldn't blame them, i know that maybe they feel like their half-body are on grave. I should too, but, i don't know why i have to live. I think my life is pointless. Father died, and mother as well.

Levi? After that sweet moment- wait, i cannot even call it sweet. Knowing the fact that I'm not his type. After that weird moment- yeah, weird, exactly! That weird moment there at the tree, and after that Petra talked about his feelings for me. Levi was always been the same, his face was uninterested as he saw me, add those harsh and voilent words at me? I can say that Petra was just wrong about stating Levi's feelings.

Maybe she couldn't read Levi well after all, i think she needed to wore an eyeglasses too. I chuckled at that thought. Well, if she has to wore eyeglasses to be able to read Levi well. I would love to wore an eyeglasses like that.

"Squad Leader Zoe, the Expedition is about to start." One guy interupted my thoughts. He has a black hair and an average type of skin and height, but I'm taller than him. He is Moblit, my assistan that also belongs to my Squad.

I smiled remembering that I'll be a part of Survey Corps Expidition beyond the walls. A lot of question runs into my mind.

Like, how was it being outside the walls? I mean, i made it outside before. A lot of times, but, what i mean is, how does it feels to be outside those walls as a part of Recon Corps? How far will i get without being eaten? Will i contribute well? Will i help mankind? Will i live? Or Die? What about Levi? Yeah, he's the Corporal and he's the Humanity's strongest, but.. Will he care for me?

"Shitty glasses, get your ass off that chair and ride your horse if you don't wanna get late!" Levi wakes me up from a middle of thinking.

Back to that question about Will Levi care for me?

I stared at him and he clicked his tongue moving his horse and riding it.

Well, maybe not.

I sighed at the fact.

I get into my horse and all of the Survey Corps member gets to march all the way to the gates at Wall Maria from Trost District.

As we march around, i saw people's faces. Full of worries, some of them was throwing insults by the way they look at us. Some kids are peeking through their windows just to have a glance at the Survey Corps Members like they were the greatest heroes.

Yes, We are heroes. But some people were maybe losing their trust on us, thinking that maybe we are just risking our lives, that we just want to get killed and eaten.

They think that our expeditions are useless, they think that were just giving food to those Titans outside.

One kid waves at me as i was riding my horse. He looks so happy and amazed. I see hopes at his eyes. I smiled back and wave at him.

That kid gave me hope to continue and fight for the mankind.

"Stop waving your arm four-eye, you didn't make it alive yet." Levi says in a monotone while riding his horse at the left side of me.

I frown at his statement. Does he really think i cant make it back alive? And this, does he really dont care?

I smirk at him. "Oh please shortyy, dont you trust my skills? I can make it back!" I groan cheerfully at him as he clicked his tongue. "You promised?" He's voice was quite serious, so does his grey eyes who were focused at the road. My heart pound slowly at the moment. I feel like he cared for me.