Butterflies [COMPLETED]

Let's Date

"We can talk tomorrow, I'm tired." I said pleasing her to get out of the room.

Cass sighed, "Just admit that you're jealous of branon then I'll leave."

Ayaw niya talaga tumigil, eh ano naman kung nagseselos man ako? May magbabago ba?

Dumiretso akong closet para kumuha ng ipapalit kong damit. Si cass nakaupo lang sa kama ko.

"How many times do I have to tell you that I am not jealous, and I will never be jealous because we're obviously not in a relationship cass."

Nakapamewang siyang tumayo at lumapit sa akin, "Let's date."

Tumingin ako sa mga mata niya ng matagal bago sumagot, "Date?"

She nodded, "Yes, you and me."

"For what? We don't like each other." I said lying coz I really like her. Oops.

I saw sadness in her eyes, she stepped backward as she lowered her head looking at the floor, "You still love her do you?"

I arched my eyebrow in confusion, napakarandom niya ngayon. I know she's talking about kaye dahil siya lang naman ang ex girlfriend ko.

I sighed, "Please just get out. I don't want to talk about kaye."

"Give me a chance leigh, I can do better." Cass said.

Hindi ko ineexpect ang mga sinasabi niya ngayon. Noong una akala ko hanggang flirting lang ang lahat dahil parehas naman kaming go with the flow lang pero iba na ang nararamdaman namin ngayon. Alam ko na parehas namin pinipigilan dahil may mga bagay na panandalian lang, maaaring sa ngayon maayos ang lahat pero dumadating sa puntong magsusukuan na lang. We're matured enough para sa mga gantong pangyayari. We both know how it ends that's why decisions must be made by the choices we take.

I still love kaye, but I know one day this love will fade and vanish from my soul.

"Cass, you know how weak I am.i can't handle another heartbreak." I honestly said.

Hinawakan niya yung kamay ko at tinignan ako na puno ang sincerity sa mga mata, "Hindi ako si kaye, hindi ko gagawin yung mga ginawa niya sayo, hindi kita iiwan at sasaktan kung bibigyan mo lang ako ng chance."

"Don't say that like you're sure not to hurt me in future. You'll change, I know you will."

She sighed, "There's no permanent in this world. Yes, magbabago ako in a good way or bad but if you really love the person, you should know how to love a changing person."

Nanahimik lang ako...
Maybe she's right...

She continued, "I can't promise to be the perfect one for you leigh but no matter how hard things went, I'll stay."

Niyakap ko siya.. naluluha ako dahil pakiramdam ko napakaswerte ko dahil nakilala ko siya. Noong una ayoko na may magbago saming dalawa dahil mas mabuti na hindi na aabot pa sa mas malalim na ugnayan ang relasyon namin. Sana lang hindi na maulit ang nangyari sakin dati na masyadong nakaapekto sa buhay ko.

"Yes, I'm jealous of branon." Pag amin ko.

Ngumiti siya at hinawakan yung balikat ko, "You're so cute."

Tinignan ko siya ng masama, "He's the type of guy that any girl would want. Handsome, tall, masculine, ..."

Di pa ko tapos magsalita ng biglang hinalikan ako ni cass. She slowly and gently push me against the wall while still kissing me. I felt excitement as I let her tounge inside mine. Lumilikot ang kamay ni cass, her left hand is inside my jeans pinching my ass while the other hand is playfully grabbing my breast. The heat is rising as I moan, she smirk and lift both of my legs. Binuhat niya ko at dinala sa kama, still not breaking the kiss. Hiniga niya ko ng dahan dahan pagkatapos ay mabilis na tinanggal ko yung damit niya, ganon din ang ginawa niya sakin. Tinitigan niya ang katawan ko pagkatapos ay tumingin sa mga mata ko at sinabing "Damn, you're perfect my love. I would love to stare at your perfect body all day and never get tired of it."