Second Chance Mate...Maya(On Hold)

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Days are passing like they have grown wings. Few days before only I came here and tomorrow I have to go back. But honestly I don't want to go back this place is amazing, people are very friendly and guys you will not believe but werewolves do exist, I saw when Jacob turned into his big brown wolf in front of me . I completely freaked out but thanks to Drew and Jacob I survived the shock.

It turned out that Jacob is a nice guy. We became quite fond of each other this can also be because we share common interest of cooking.He also loves cooking like me.He is like a brother to me.He is very fun loving , full of life, adventurous most importantly loves Drew alot.

Whatever assumptions I made of him as a crazy possessive boyfriend are still there since he is very protective towards Drew but he can not help much in that because of the fact that he is a werewolf his animal instincts always comes forward.Now I am totally OK with it because what I came to know from werewolves history thanks to huge library in pack house I know what mate means and what kind of lovely relationship they share. Mates are soulmates.They love each other till the end of their lives. They accept each other with all their flaws and imperfections without any complain. However here male always hold a upper hand on their female partners since they are their upmost priority, male wolves animal instincts make them always a bit more protective and territorial towards their female mates.

Wow this whole mate idea is fantabulous in itself. I mean when I consider it from my point of view being a girl you are gifted a mate who only loves you till his last breath, will never cheat on you, you will be the most beautiful girl for him in entire world and for whom your any wish( no matters how crazy it is ) is his first job to do . Wow...wow...wow....wow....wow....
Somewhere deep inside now I am jealous of Drew. Just kidding I can never be I am happy for her.

Mr and Mrs Blaire are awesome people. I want to be grow old like them. Lizzy is adorable, everyone's favorite and pampered child.I tried to talk to Ariel many times but she seems to be engrossed in herself only maybe she doesn't like me much or maybe she is going through some teenage problem I am sure you know what I meant.

Everyone in this family is great however I didn't get any chance to meet Neil, the eldest son of this family and the alpha of Silvermoon pack. Although I heard alot about him which tells that he is not like his family members I mean he is very cruel and harsh, he doesn't shows any sign of sympathy, kindness and love but the question is how and why ? Family plays important role in anyone's character, why he is like this and not like other members of his family. Maybe it has something to do with his alpha title I read in the book that holding alpha position is not an easy task. Whole pack looks upon you for everything. Alpha's decisions decides his pack future.So maybe that's why he is like the way he is but I am only guessing I can not be judgemental since talks often about him in this house so maybe whatever information I hold can be false.But one thing about which I am hundred percent sure is that whenever anyone takes his name their is a feeling of sadness and sympathy in everyone's eyes for him so I always drop that topic.

"Maya its your turn now , do you want to go?" Jacob asked me shaking my shoulder a bit.

Currently I am in a ceremony of this pack where all pack members are gathered in the backyard of the pack house dressed in white to show their gratitude and do some silent prayers to Goddess Moon since it is a full moon tonight. Their is a big statue of Moon goddess in the centre in white color. Its beautiful. People one by one are coming near to it putting some white flowers on her feet and then kneels down either to thank her for everything or to wish for something. Mrs Blaire asked me to join them and I without any hesitation said yes. Their was no need to say No anyways.
And people just for your information their is nothing like werewolves can't control themselves on full moon's night or become bloodthirsty. Infact its more like a way of celebration for them, they all gather together, go for hunting , some talk some dance more of a kind of party.