Second Chance Mate...Maya(On Hold)

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Maya POV :

"I think we have packed almost everything." I said going through the list once again.

"Maya you have checked that list almost three times now. We have packed everything girl....so chill." Drew said popping a grape in her mouth.

"I don't understand how can you act so chill. You are going for an operation tomorrow. I am happy that you have taken the situation so...so..." I seemed to be lost of exact word. Drew tugged my hand to sit beside her.

"Because you are taking things very seriously Maya. Its just a surgery many women can't go through normal delivery if they are weak or have some complications. And mine...I have gone through miscarriages Maya, I had so many complications with this one too" she caressed her baby belly lightly " I am not nervous I am just happy that I'll have my little munchkin tomorrow in my hands it doesn't matter he or she comes by any operation or by any normal delivery."

Drew had tears of happiness in her eyes without wasting any time I hugged her tightly.
"I am sorry Drew I acted so stupid. I should be one giving you strength and here I am freaking you out. So Sorry."

"Hey don't you dare call my bestie a freak. She is just concerned and worried about my safety and also I know that..." She went silent.

"Know what ?"

"Leave it Maya you won't admit."

"What ? What I won't admit ? Tell me."

"You won't admit that you are afraid of doctors and hospitals."

Welll......its true. Idk how many of you would relate with me but I am seriously afraid of doctors and hospitals. I never liked them and avoided them at any cost. I always felt that they always bring bad news in my life.

"Yeah...and look where it has landed me now. Hospitals have become my second home every now and then I go in and out of them. Medicines have become my alternative food. I can't imagine my life without any of them."

"Its for your betterment Maya." Drew said sadly holding my hand.

"You know what Drew I totally believe on that saying now."

"Which one ?"

"The more you run away from something the more it follows you."

Sometimes I literally hate my life. The things which I always wished from I never got them and the things which I hated from my guts or I avoided always welcomed me with open hands. Its not my fault that whatever I dreaded always came true.

Drew was looking at me sadly. I sighed what kind of a friend I am ! I am mourning on my life when I should be cherishing her happiness.

"Leave all these things. I wanted to ask you something Drew."

"Yes. What ?"

"Few days before when me and Alpha were preparing for our test with Council he said that he knew everything about my family and my past. Does he know about my biological mother ? Does he know that I am result of a rape ?"
I think other than my parents who adopted me and Drew no one in my entire life knew about it. I never mentioned it to anyone, people always knew that I was adopted you know because of basic skin color and features difference I have with the natives of here but other than that I never told them anything.

"I don't think so. I mean I never told him about that. Why ? Did he said something ?"

"No I was just curious of how much he knows."

"Maya I personally never told him anything about it infact I never mentioned the fact to Jacob even so you can trust me on that. Besides its your decision whether you want to tell him or not. Okay ?"