Second Chance Mate...Maya(On Hold)

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Previously :

"Me...I am what"

Say it. Say it Neil. Say that I am your mate. Say it. Say that no one can touch me other than you. I am waiting from so long for this to happen. Accept your feelings. Accept me.

Today :

Alpha Neil tightened the hold on my waist his eyes flickering between his ocean blue to black ones and I was totally taken by the moment. Its beautiful and I want to stay like that forever.But my sweet moment didn't last for long when he pushed me away. I was not all ready for that, the impact was so strong that I stumbled upon my feet.

"What the hell !" I asked angrily.

By this time his eyes were blue and again he was looking at me with pure hatred and disgust. Why he's like this !  Wasn't he jealous a minute ago !!

"You Maya...you are trying to seduce me....really....me...Alpha Neil...who do you think you are! Haan...tell me!! Wait...I should tell you...you are nothing but like those fake girls who dress all sexy and hot then try to hook up with random guys for good time. I am not gonna let myself trap in your plan. You are desperate sorry despo girl who wants to be with me at any cost but let me remind you...you will get nothing.. Not even a -"

I didn't allow him to finish. I can't hear him anymore. I don't want to feel anything anymore not this heartache, not this drowning feeling, not his cruel words so without saying anything and in my full conscious I slapped him. Yes I slapped Alpha Neil.

His face turned towards left because of what I did and he charged towards me angrily
"How dare you -"

"Yes how dare you to say all that about me. Do you really mean all that Ne- ahh Alpha. Really ?
You really think I am a whore who targets boys to have some 'good time'." I shouted aloud on him making air quotes around good time specifically. How dare he!! He is judging me my character.

"You know what Alpha I know you behave or talk to me like this just because you want me away from you and your life. I understand but this time you crossed your limits you raised your finger on my character which is as pure as crystal.

But why am I explaining you all this ? Why ? You don't have heart, you don't have feelings. A person who does not hold any emotions for his family how can I expect the same from him for his so called mate."

"Don't talk about my family. You are an outsider and not my mate." He interrupted me in between. Look at his guts, still arguing. No one interrupts me when I am mad.

"Oh really....I am an outsider...ok lets see who is ! Tell me What Lizzy loves to do during her leisure time ? Why Ariel seems to be so upset and always lost in thoughts these days? Orrr ..Do you know how much Jacob misses a match of soccer with you ? Have you ever seen your mom secretly watching you during your sleep because you never have any time for her in your day time?
Answer all these questions Alpha ?"

He looked at me surprised, sadness and guilt written all over his face.

"No you dont know any thing and you says I am an outsider."
I turned to leave but as I was fuming with anger and there was so much to say to him I stopped for my final words of night. I looked him straight into his eyes

"You know Alpha people suggested me that I should ask you about your past to sort thing between us but I never did that because I felt when you will be comfortable you'll yourself tell me everything but whatever game you are playing avoiding me, being mean and harsh, purposely hurting me please stop it.

This is all making you act like a high school kid, I am mature enough to understand right and wrong and accept your rejection but please give me a suitable reason for that.... atleast I deserve that much. "