This is in the boys point of view
Part 2 of "Don't take it personal"TW//: Depression is involved in this chapter.
People with depression I won't tell you to stop being depressed because it's not something you can just get rid of easily. But I suggest you get help. Talk to someone, you can talk to me if you have to. I want you all to be happy but it will take time.
Depression Hotlines (America):800-273-TALK (8255)
Twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week
800-273-8255 or text ANSWER to 839863
Twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week
For the people around the world this tumblr page can boost you up and has hotlines for a lot countries.
http://togetherweare-strong.tumblr.com/helplineDon't give up you'll get through
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Louis:" The love that she used to give me can't be found. . ."
I know y/n said to not take anything personal. I shouldn't even be the one hurt.
But I can't help it. When I was out on tour I never really bothered to check in on her. I was having the time of my life. I've done things that I regret deeply. . And I know she knows what I've done during our tours.
I hate myself for all the things I've done. Now I have to slowly watch her get tired of me. I don't even think she knows she is growing tired of me.
Probably thinks she is going through a phase. .
But I've noticed that when I came back, she sleeps a lot, and doesn't do the happy things she use to do.
She is slowly devoloping MDD.
Or already has it.It's my fault that my baby is like this.
I want my y/n back.
Zayn:
" I lost my way. . ."
I f*cked up badly. I've f*cked up so bad that I can't even look at y/n in the eyes anymore. If I tell her I could hurt her badly.
I already am though. I Can't look her in the eyes I Can't speak to her I ignore her.
I'm ice cold to her. I know it hurts her already as it is so me telling her what I've done.
Damn. She will be devastated.
So when I heard her practicing in the mirror her lines on how we shouldn't get married I lost it.
I can't be suprised though. I mean what did I expect? I don't deserve her heart. I don't deserve to wake up to a gorgeous ebony goddess.She doesn't deserve to find me. I have to find myself before she does.
Liam:
" . .Lately I've been sleeping with a ghost. . "
Honestly I don't know what's wrong with y/n. She just. . .I guess treats me wrong.
I don't even know what I've done to make her so upset. I feel like she is depressed.
For what though? What things made her so sad to no return. I kinda feel like she doesn't have feelings for me anymore. . .but she doesn't want to hurt me. . .so she is just hurting herself.
I don't want my baby sad because she wants to please me.
I don't want her to be hurting. Not all.
Not my, y/n.Niall:
". .I keep climbing, hoping things would change. . "
I get with girl after girl, just to hopefully get over one girl.
Y/n.
I've loved y/n since. . .forever really.
When we first met we clicked just like that. At first I was fine with being just friends an so was she.I caught feelings though.
Like, having someone you're so close with, feel comfortable with, you eventually gain feelings. Right?So I have loved y/n for a longtime now. So I get with girl after girl and even ask y/n for advice about them to get a reaction out of her. She's a good girl so she usually helps me with my "lady problems".
I can just use the advice she gives me on her!
Nah she's worth more.
Waaaay more.
Harry:
" I really want to give her everything she deserves, but the bad took away the good. . ."
I am very well aware that I am a piece of sh*t.
In all honesty I do like y/n okay, but obviously I'm a f*ck up so instead of being a gentlemen I walk y/n to class an if I see free p*ssy I'm going to take it.
Y/n is adorable, sweet, kind, funny, etc.
Everything I could ever want in a girl but. .I just don't know.
I don't know how I'm going to prove that I like her to her. I know she likes me too, sometimes during free period, which we conveniently have at the same time, we either go to her dorm or mine and cuddle.
A little grope here an there from one to another. Which I love a lot.
But I never asked her out yet. . .she is different than the other girls here.I don't want to ruin that but. .
I think I already am.
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Hello my simazies I hope you liked moving mountains.
But I have one question for you. . . *boi hand initiated*
WHAT ARE THOOOOOOOSE?!??
Jk but I do have questions for you.
For the next chappie what do you want because I have 2 already kinda made. So which one?
Chap : Yeah!
Or
Chap : Just Kick It
????After those what kinda imagine or pref. Should I do? Without being based off of a song.
Any thoughts?
If so let me know
Love you all
Love, bad biznyee 3hunnid
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