White wolf #Wattys2016

The sweet babies

I stared down at the babies I had one a year ago. All so sweet, well Samantha was. The other ones were little devils. But you know I'm their mom so I have to call them sweet. Even though, even at one, they fight ever second and they cry every minute.

The pleasures of being a mother.

As I was watching them Colton grabbed my waist and pulled me to our bedroom. I turned to him and raised an eyebrow.

"What?" He asked pulling me to the bed. I chuckled, and before he could ask why I crushed all his hopes and dreams.

"No, we're not having sex." I said laying on his chest. I heard him suck in a sharp breath like he had just been slapped.

"Why not?" He said rolling over me and pinning me up against the bed. He lowed his face to my neck and began kissing right below my ear.

"Because." I groaned out. "I can't." I said pushing him away. He sat up still on me, and still pinning me down. He looked me over and smiled.

"Why not?" He asked in a gentle voice. I closed my eyes for a quick minute, and went into deep thought.

"I don't know." I told him. I then opened back up my eyes to see him his a slight frown on his face.

"Stop lying, I know you know why you don't want to do it. Tell me, actually, I think I alrighty know why too. Just admit it." He said pushing hair out of my face. I shrugged. He sighed and held my face in his hands. "Cris, please." I grimaced at the gentleness. It was something I couldn't resist but this time I had to.

"Cole I can't. I'm sorry." My voice cracked as I inhaled sharply. I looked at the end of the bed trying to not make eye contact with him.

"Of corse you can, you just won't." He said growing impatient. I looked back at him.

"Fine you want to know? I don't want to get pregnant. I don't want to have sex because I'm constantly thinking that I'll get pregnant and do something stupid like last time. Samantha almost died because of me." A tear ran down my face as I said this because it was true. My daughter almost died because of me.

"Cris, you saved so many life's that day. You didn't do something stupid, you just didn't do something smart." I laughed at this.

"That's stupid." I giggled. He rolled his eyes but laughed too. He rolled over next to me, allowing me to leave if I wanted. But I didn't. I liked laying here like this, where we didn't do anything but just enjoy each other's company.

"I love you so much Cris. "He reached for my hand and I gave it to him.

"And I love you." I said this then I remembered something. "Who won the prank war again?" I ask. He chuckled.

"I think we tied. I mean with you dying my hair.." He trailed off.

"Oh yeah."

We again sat in silence. I swear by now I could write a book about silence.

I closed my eyes, feeling extremely tired, I mean you try dealing with three babies, it's tiring.

*flash back*

"You have no idea what your doing do you?!?" I asked laughing my ass off as Colton struggled to put a crib together.

"Cris if your going to just stand there laughing at me please go." He said giving me a glare. I put my hands up in surrender.

"You know I could run away with your babies." I threatened.

"No you couldn't."

"Yes I could."