Our Honeymoon

Chapter 9

Lana's POV

As she leaves I'm left with a hole in my heart, I don't want her to leave. Maybe she's still close enough? I open my door to look for her but she's already gone. Crap. But she does seem to like me back, so I guess I have nothing to worry about.

I decide to go sleep some more, due to my sort of hangover and quickly get in bed.

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I wake up about 5 hours later by the buzzing of my phone. Ashley's calling me. I quickly grab my phone and answer the call.

E: Hey.
A: Hey, do I call at the wrong time?
E: No no, I just woke up is all.
A: Oh, alright. How did it go with Marina??
E: Well..

I took quite a while to tell her the whole story, from start to finish.

A: She kissed you?! Are you for real?
E: Yup. One hundred percent real.
A: Liz that's great!! Are you guys a thing now or?

I felt a knot appear in my stomach. We weren't a thing. We weren't even close to being anything like a thing. No matter how much I wanted to, we were just friends. I think.

E: No, sadly.
A: Aw hun cheer up, I bet she has a thing for you. She doesn't kiss you out of the blue for nothing.
E: I sure hope so..
A: Liz I gotta hang. Keep your head up, things will surely work out for you!!
E: Bye hun!

And with that she hangs up. I hope she's right. I want Marina to be mine, but I also don't want thinks to go as fast. As soon as Ashley hangs up I decide to check my Facebook, Instagram and all that stuff. Just, boring pictures of people having fun. Bla bla bla. But once I go on Facebook and scroll down past some boring stuff, something catches my attention. 'Singer Marina Diamandis caught with stud in New York'. My body stopped. My heart stopped. Was she flirting with other people? Was she in a relationship with someone else? Didn't she want me? All these questions race through my mind and I have no logical explaination for it. I want to call her, but I don't. You're stupid for falling in love with her in the first place. She doesn't want me. She never wanted me. It was all a lie.

Fuck dinner, it could kiss my ass. I didn't feel like getting out of bed at all. Fuck Marina. I didn't want to hear from her anymore. I wish she didn't exist. I'm just going to sleep the day away. Or the whole week. My whole life. I don't care.