The Deep Blue

24. Eternal Sunshine

Part II

Am I dead

Or

Am I still alive

Which is it because I cannot tell the difference between which

Riku

After waiting in the waiting room for almost six to nine hours waiting. Just waiting for the nurse to come back to me and say that my best friend is still alive.

Tears run down my face sobbing as I try to wait on the news.

It kinda seems like life has stopped for just me right now. As it seems those people are frozen, just standing still. With all of what matters is that Nagisa is alive.

"Um excuse me Makoshima" A guy with blue hair and glasses say walking behind me.

"Yes, do you need anything" asking him as he fixes his glasses a bit.

"I did not quite exactly know why you are here and was wondering if you could" The guys says getting a little nervous.

"I'm sorry but I do not have time" I answer him walking toward the hall. "Maybe next time when my head is clear and my friend is alright."

Nagisa

Eternal Ocean

This water it's so cold, why is it so cold. Swimming down under the ocean wanting to reach the bottom. If only I can reach for it and find out how Takeshi live.

Takeshi? Wait I wasnt suppose to leave him behind was I. We were suppose to be together forever with me and him going out on Valentines.

And now I'm here forever...

Riku

"I'm sorry to tell you this Mr. Makoshima but your friend is..." The nurse says to me as my heart suddenly stops.

Everything from that moment became a blur. From me wailing down the hall to seeing his body.

Nagisa

"I...I made a mistake" I say to myself softly looking at the bottom of the ocean.

"I want to go back please I want to be able to make things right." I say to myself swimming up to the surface.

A storm brews as winds begin picking up speed. Rain hitting the water heavy with thunder and lightning. Trying to swim toward the door as it begins to fade away.

The door that is a gateway I assume back to my life, but it only stays for a day. After it fades away I will be stuck here forever. In the place I thought that I could be happy in.

Riku

"Keep him there I wont give up on him" Demanding the doctors as his heart rate is at zero percent.

"I'm sorry Mr. Makoshima I know this maybe hard to lose a friend and..."

"Enough with your bullshit and follow orders or my father will fire you all"Yelling at the two doctors angry as I feel Nagisa's skin get a little bit warm.

"We will be back in five minutes and if you are not out by that time you will be escorted out" One of the doctors say as the two walk out of the room.

Nagisa

I don't want to lose all of what I had with Takeshi. Those memories were...

Flashback

The day we first met