i wish i could un-know you.
your smile, the way you laugh.
how i fell through your trapdoor, but you don't know im in there.
i wish i could un-know how i feel about
you.
how much i cry because all i want is you.
but you are someone elses. somebody rich, they can get you anything.
all i have to offer is my heart.
and maybe a candy bar.
i have too many unknowns;
its unknown, unlikely, that you will ever love me.
colored mind disolves into a brick red.
healthy heart is slowly cracking because waves of water keep pushing
its unknown if ill make it another day.
i plan to not.
