as i grew up
and your messages got longer
begging for me to speak
i tried to find the father
i once knew.
but no matter the picture
no matter the song
or the time of day
deep down i realized
it would never be the same
and the house tilted in agony
losing the sanity i once treasured
repeat the radio so i can believe
that not all is lost.
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