i don't know who will leave
i don't know who will stay
so in my panic and fear
i push them all away
i lock my heart up tight
my feelings are sedated
i wish the day had never come
where i was created
i wish i was a distant star
in a land no one could see
or take off in a rocket ship
so i could really be free
i don't know who will come and go
i push people away
when my one true wish
is for someone to tell me
"it's okay."
