i have many personalities
when with friends,
my laugh is a bit harder.
my lips seem to curve a bit more
carelessness flows like a river through my veins
at my unhappy social anxiety home,
otherwise known as school
i get quiet.
i am never interacting with the peers i dont know.
i am not myself
but you, oh jesus.
when im with you
it is hard to explain
i can stay quiet because if i say one wrong word you are gone.
your eyes are like mercury.
i cannot stop staring at them.
when im alone and writing myself out
i am my true self.
honest, and a bit fucked up.
