Fifty Shades Of Grey: My Years With Elena #Explicit [Fifty Shades] #fanfic

CHAPTER NINETEEN

I drop my head and go to kneel down, but I am stopped in my tracks with another resounding whack to my ass.
"Stay as you are Peachy." She snarls. "Don't kneel, don't turn round, just stand there and take your punishment."
FUCK...
"You want to be a man Christian - start acting like one." Her hand reaches around me and without touching me; she flicks the water dial from warm to cold.
My ass is burning from the stinging blows and I shudder as I start to get drenched in a cascade of icy water.
Well at least it's helping to take the sting out of my ass...
"Stay as you are until I tell you. And in the meantime you can think about your behaviour earlier."
Goddammit what is there to think about? Isn't it normal I should get angry when she spends time with other men, given our circumstances?
I screw my eyes closed. Maybe it isn't normal behaviour. What do I know about behaving normally? Nothing in my life has ever been normal. Even my 'relationship' with Elena isn't normal!
Shit...I feel a double session with Dr. Flynn coming on when we get back...
I feel the water come to a stop and I cautiously open my eyes.
"How's your fine peachy ass?" She whispers from behind me.
"Cold and sore."
"It's still gorgeous and the most glorious colour."
"I'll take your word for it." I mutter.
She tugs on the handcuffs sharply, making me stagger back.
"Don't get pissy with me Peachy or I'll punish you further."
Shit...I don't want another beating...
I let out a heavy sigh and hang my head again. I'm cold, wet, sore and confused.
"Do you have something to say to me Peachy?" Her breath is warm on my frozen back, as I feel her unlock my cuffs.
"I don't know what you want me to say."
"You can start with an apology."
Seriously? Well, if it gets me out of here any quicker...
I shake the feeling back into my hands. "Sorry."
Suddenly her hand delivers a resounding slap to my ass.
AHH! Goddammit!
"That wasn't the most convincing apology."
FOR FUCKS SAKE!
The all too familiar red mist descends and before I can stop myself, I spin around, grab her hard by the wrists and push her against the cold wet tiles, making her squeal.
"CHRISTIAN! Let go of me!"
"NO!" I snarl. "You want me to apologise? Okay, I'm sorry. I'm sorry you're married to some asshole who doesn't appreciate you. I'm sorry you've still got to live with him and spend time with him. I'm also sorry I don't like six foot Neanderthal's breathing the same air as you. But most of all I'm sorry we have to pretend we're nothing more than friends, when I want to tell the whole world how special you are to me." I snap.
She gasps at my words, then her eyes glimmer and become hooded, her breathing shallow and her skin begins to flush. She is transforming before my eyes and my own body is responding, mirroring her actions. She widens her stance and hooks a leg over my hips.
"You're in control, Christian." She says in a breathy voice as she drops her head. "Fuck me... please Sir."
HOLY SHIT!
Those four words are like an incendiary device to my libido. I let go of her wrists with one hand and place my erection at the entrance to her sex. I can feel her wet heat even before I slam into her. She gasps and arches her back off the tiles as I quickly stretch and fill her. I place my arm under her fine ass and lift her off the floor.
"Wrap your legs around me." I breathe into her ear.
She complies immediately. Balancing her lithe body on my slanted thighs, I take the cuffs she is still holding in one of her hands and snap it around her wrists. She doesn't object and keeps her gaze lowered. I move us to underneath the shower head and lifting her up in my arms till just the head of my shaft is inside her, I hook her bound hands around the shower head, suspending her above me and turn the water on. She wraps her legs tighter around my hips as the welcome warm water begins to cascade over us and placing my hands under the curve of her ass cheeks, I begin to lift her up and down my length as I rock into her.
As her head is bowed, my mouth sweeps along her jaw and I catch her earlobe gently between my teeth. She gasps and jerks her head up and I feel her inner muscles ripple around me.
WHOA! Wasn't expecting that reaction! Interesting...
Her mouth is now exposed to me and I take full advantage, devouring her lips and plunging my tongue into her mouth. As my tempo increases, I begin to pound into her - my heavy balls making a satisfying slapping sound against her. I feel her begin to tremble against my cock and I know she is on the verge of climaxing. I pull my head away, let go of her ass cheeks and bending my knees slightly, I take her weight onto my thighs again, as I grab her face in my hands and tilt her chin up, forcing her to look at me.
"Eyes open. I want to watch you come." I pant.
She gazes at me for a moment and suddenly she looks exposed and vulnerable - totally powerless as I have her completely at my mercy. Then her pupils dilate, her eyes go hazy and her inner muscles begin to clench around my throbbing shaft. I grit my teeth to hold on, my eyes not leaving hers, but the sensation is too strong and with one last magical thrust, I erupt explosively inside her as her climax clings to me. With my last semblance of energy, I lift her off the shower head and we sink to the floor.