Fifty Shades Of Grey: My Years With Elena #Explicit [Fifty Shades] #fanfic

CHAPTER TWENTY EIGHT

The ball gag feels weird and I have to keep swallowing saliva from my mouth being held open, but it's not as bad as I feared. Elena gathers the items off the bed and places them on the nightstand. She then wanders over to the HIFI and turns up the volume on the song that has been playing on repeat.
I wonder what the song is called, but it's too late to ask her now.
She turns and looks at me. "Just close your eyes, breathe deep, relax and focus on the music, Christian."
I nod and do as she says, desperately trying to empty my mind of all thoughts of domination, role-play and things about to enter my ass.
I hear her walk around the room, then there is rustling, but I desperately try to ignore all of it and focus on the hypnotic, repetitive beat of the song.
"Bend your knees." She suddenly commands from somewhere near the foot of the bed.
I nervously swallow a pool of saliva and shakily bring my knees up.
"Breathe, Christian."
I make a hissing sound as I suck in a lungful of air. I feel the bed dip as Elena climbs on.
"Open your eyes."
I slide my eyes open and find Elena kneeling up between my knees. She reaches down with one hand and strokes my cock gently. Automatically I feel all my blood race towards her fingertips and pool there.
"Just relax, Christian." She shakes the tube of lube at me. "I'm going to coat everything in lube now."
I nod and watch in fascination as she squeezes a generous amount over my cock and balls, then onto her fingers. Its cool, but not too cold. It's then I notice she's already wearing the glove.
Shit!
"Hush." She breathes, sensing my fear. "Close your eyes and focus on the music."
I swallow again and close my eyes, letting the hypnotic synthesized beat wash over me.
Her ungloved hand then connects with my cock and she slowly begins to pump me up and down - the lube making it easy for her fingers to glide from root to tip. For the first time this evening I feel myself actually beginning to relax. It's slow and seductive and feels amazing. My cock hardens under her expert touch. Her other hand then joins in the gentle massage as she rolls my balls in her fingers with one hand and continues to stroke me with the other. I feel her hand circle the top of my cock and twist gently from side to side. A soft muffled groan escapes from behind my gag and I feel her glide one hand down over my perineum, whilst she continues to lull me with soft seductive twists and pulls of my cock. One hand then lowers further down and massages my butt cheeks, as her other hand pulls back my foreskin, and her thumb circles the tip of my cock. I groan loudly as I release a pleasured breath and at the same time...
...Her finger enters me.
"UUGGHHH!" I gasp, pulling on my restraints - inadvertently drawing her finger deep inside me.
HOLY SHIT!
"Just relax, Christian."
RELAX? Is she serious right now?
I will my body to relax and not push out - which it's on the verge of instinctively doing.
"That's it. Good. I can feel your muscles relaxing. Just keep it that way."
Elena begins to move her finger in small slow circles, whilst her other hand continues it's luxuriant massage.
I gulp in some air as my body adjusts to the alien - but not altogether unpleasant - feeling. She widens the circle inside me and to my surprise, I feel the tremor shoot through me, as my blood begins to thrum from my balls all the way up to the tip of my hardening cock.
You know, this actually isn't as bad as I...
"NAAAARRRGGHH!" I cry out suddenly as I feel a second finger join it's partner's little dance inside me.
"Deep breaths Christian," she soothes.
Deep breaths, deep breaths, deep breaths...
She increases the tempo on my cock; pumping me harder, squeezing me tighter and it's enough of a distraction to take me away from the sensation in my ass.
"You're doing really well, Christian." She breathes.
I'm glad one of us thinks so...
This goes beyond anything I have ever felt or experienced before. I'm trussed up...immobilized...mute... Totally and utterly dependent on my Domme. Her fingers inside me begin to gently pump in time to her rhythmic push and pulls on my cock. I'm so fucking hard it borderlines on being painful. I screw my eyes closed against the sensation. Somewhere from the dark reaches of my mind I feel Elena let go of my cock, but the fullness in my ass remains. I then feel her circling me again but this feels different to before. My eyes spring open and I am greeted by Elena's naked ass as she straddles me and descends backwards onto my straining cock. She looks sexily over her shoulder at me.
"You have done amazingly well Christian," she purrs. "You didn't even flinch when I inserted the butt-plug."
HUH? IT'S IN MY ASS ALREADY?!
I gasp through my gag, as Elena begins to undulate on top of me. Her hands reach down as she pants and she fondles my aching balls in her expert fingers.
Okay...this feels much better than I ever thought it would and I can't believe the plug is already in my assssssss...
Right on cue her fingers connect with it and she twists it inside me. I let out a muffled groan as she continues to undulate. I'm engulfed by her, possessed by her and totally controlled by her. She starts a rhythmic pull, push and twist in time to the music as her hips gyrate against mine. I'm beginning to lose myself, and as the grip on my control lessens, I'm hit with one blinding thought...
I finally understand what it means to fully submit...
It's a watershed moment. A moment of sheer clarity, so blinding it obliterates everything in its path. My heart begins to race as adrenalin is released, finally chasing the languid effects of the wine away. My synapses fire-up and my senses awaken and sharpen and I feel my climax approach. My whole body strains towards it as I arch off the bed. I hit the peak and there is a sudden snap and rattle as I break the handcuffs chain and my arms spring free. Elena gives a startled gasp as I sit up and grab her roughly by the throat, my other hand circling her waist as I roll us both over. She puts her hands onto the mattress to steady herself as I rear up behind her, my cock beginning to spurt thickly inside her. She shrieks my name as I grasp her by the hips, pumping hard inside her. As my orgasm explodes I let out a loud roar, squeezing down hard on the butt plug as she clenches around me.
I feel like a beast released from its cage.
I have become wild, feral - slamming the last of my orgasm into her like my life depends on it, as she screams her release.
I feel powerful, energized. I entered the room exhausted - unsure and uncertain of the future. My brain is now sharp, clear. FOCUSED. My life's-path is waiting for me.
I have become a man.
I have become...
...A Dom.

So what now for the new Dom? Read on to find out!