Two months into my pregnancy and a bump is already starting to show which scares me to death. Matt always tries to get his hands on it and I try to laugh but I can't forget that the Greens have taken Cameron to their home because I'm pregnant. Just once I laid my hand on my belly and Instantly felt love for this human being living inside of me. But then I remember I can barely take care of myself and now I have to take care of a baby. Then I can picture it now a perfect mixture of Matt and I playing in the living room of our new house. As I am washing the dishes alone at my apartment I feel a gush come from my privates and searing pain that makes me scream and fall to my knees.
I look down and see blood getting all over the tile floor and I start having flashbacks to my rape. It hurts just like it but I notice one thing... I'm miscarrying. I whimper and slowly get up and into the bathtub to stop the blood flow so I can drive myself to the hospital. It doesn't let up so I scream and cry as terrible memories flash through my mind. Then someone opens the door and I see Lily come in with her red hair in her face and when she see's the blood red water she gasps.
"Oh my god Ryan-" "I'm having a miscarriage, p-please call Matt and the paramedics." I sob and she nods. As she is on the phone with Matt after calling the paramedics I keep crying and then they come in with a stretcher. When they see how much blood is on the floor and in the tub they start panicking. They put a robe on me and help me on the stretcher as Matt bursts through the door and sees me, pale as a ghost and trembling. He kisses the top of my head. "It's going to be okay."
When they stop the bleeding and get me some transfusions I sit in the hospital bed with Matt holding my hand and the doctor comes in and shakes her head. "You lost the baby Ryan, I'm so sorry... Sadly it was from the scar tissue from removing the bullet after you got shot." I look at the ceiling that is spinning and sigh, just ready for myself to die as Matt has tears rolling down his cheeks.
Two weeks later
I stay in bed while Matt has been gone for three days to gather himself. He felt like it was his fault for me loosing the baby. Then I get up and grab my empty vodka bottle and smash it on the ground and use it to cut my arms. When I see the blood trickling down my arms I cry harder and then after I'm done I drink until I am drunk and stagger out my door to the bridge over the bay and look down at the dark water and listen to the cars honking to get me to stop but right when I am about to jump two strong arms wrap around me and I scream thrashing around as thunder rumbles loudly.
"Let me go-" The person shoves me against the cement arch that I was standing on and I see Matt's green eyes and his tears streaming down his cheeks. "Ryan don't do this." "I've lost everything Matt! I lost Cameron, I lost our baby, I lost you!" I scream and he shakes his head quickly. "You didn't loose me Ryan you have never lost me. Even though you lost our baby it wasn't your fault... Besides we aren't ready for a baby yet, we're better off this way for now." He says cupping my face. Then his eyes grow angry. "Don't f****** leave me!" I look at him. "Okay." I whisper and his lips smash onto mine. I wrap my bloody arms around his neck and close my eyes slowly as the rain now finally falls into a downpour and we don't break away, we don't because we both think we will loose each other if we do.
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My Sister's Keeper
Teen FictionShe's helpless like a baby deer. She's a child stuck in a thirteen year olds body. Ryan, her older sister has taken her under her wing sence their mother abandoned them at the hospital after Cameron was born with Tourette's. Ryan took her from the h...
