"That moment when you can actually feel the pain in your chest from hearing something or seeing something that breaks your heart."
Thats exactly how I felt when my Nena died. You see my Nena raised me. My mom didnt really want a baby,so one night she dropped me off promising to come back and she never did. That was a weak ass move. She could have just told Nena that she couldnt take care of me.
Nena was my real mom. She did so much shit for me,even when she was on her death bed. Nena had stage 4 lung cancer,and the day that she past was the worst day of my life. To see the person thatwas here for you all of your life just leave the world right before your eyes is just painful,especially if you were close to them. I know that she was at peace when she passed, I just wished that she could have stayed around just a little bit longer to see me graduate high school and get my scholarship to play basketball. Yeah I know that shes looking down on me. But it still would have been nice to see her standing in the crowd cheering me on.
I ended up getting accepted by PennState. One of the best colleges around. My name is Avian Sedric Holland,Im 18, about 6'6,light skinned im cute,yeah i can be concieted but not all the time. Yeah im a player. I might not sound like one but I am. See the the truth is Im not ready for a relationship. Im going to college,im young you know. I wanna be able to live my life and enjoy it. So while im at college im gonna do me watch.
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Falling For Her
General FictionAfter the lost of his Nena, 18 year old Avian is off to college. He vowed that he was only here for school and basketball. But his life changes as he bumps into 18 year Kenya. Will he be able to stop his ways and settle down? Will he be able to love...
