Falling For Her

"Just know, if I got you. I fucking got you. I do everything I can to keep you good and believe me only you can fuck that up."

"Tell. Me. You. Believe. Me." I grunted.

I picked her up by her other leg holding her midair and slammed into the wall with my final thrust. We sunk to the floor in each others arms and I kissed her head lightly and grabbed her face so that she was looking me in my eyes and I said, "No one but you."

Kenya and I have been through a lot these past couple of days, but we still have each other, so that's all that matters. Everything was going good, and then this bitch showed up. Y'all remember the girl that tried to make it seem like we fucked that day, but we really didn't. I don't even know why she came over, but while she was waiting for Jay dry ass, I decided to tell her that she was wild as hell for lying on me like that. And then, as I was telling her, in walks Kenya, and her little ass flipped out. She ended up snatching ol girl up by her hair and then it was a wrap. So, to make a long story short, Kenya ended up leaving and I was just texting to her, trying to understand what I was trying to tell her, but like most girls she wasn't having it.

  We ended up getting back in good terms and then outta nowhere, she cussed me out once again. So I just decided to take my ass over there. I don't think I ever made it to her room so fast before. I ended up putting it down. And we was good after that once again.

"What you thinking about?" Kenya questioned me.

"You." I answered honestly.

"What about me?" She asked rubbing my chest.

"You is just so crazy and bipolar, it doesn't even make any sense." I said shaking my head.

"That's all because of you. You drive me crazy." She replied shaking her head.

"But I don't even do anything to you." I yelled. She be urking the shit outta me too.

"If that's how you feel." She snatched herself away from me and went into the bathroom.

  I had to take a couple if deep breaths. I needed to calm down. I got up and made my way into the bathroom, where she was. She looked back at me and jumped into the shower, before sliding the door closed.

"Please don't start." I whispered grabbing her and wrapping my arms around her waist.

"I'm not." She mumbled.

And that was the last of our Convo. I got dressed and just sat in the edge of her bed. I looked up to see her walking out of the bathroom and into her closet.

"I'm gonna go. I'll talk to you later." I said grabbing my phone.

  I walked out, not even looking back. Right about now, I just need some time to myself. And I think she does too.

      A COUPLE HOURS LATER

Kenya:

Baby I'm so sorry. I don't know what to do, and why I'm doing what I'm doing. I just get so urked my everything. And I truly and honestly don't mean to take it out on you, but I just do and I'm so, so sorry. I'm gonna get help, I promise. Just don't give up on me Avi.

I couldn't help but smile at that text message. This was the Kenya that I knew and loved.

Me:

It's okay. I forgive you. Ima come over after I get off from practice. I love you crazy.

Kenya:

I love you more ugly.