Falling For Her

"Love. Love is a four letter word that no one really understands the meaning of until they actually go threw it their damn selves."

I've been through a lot lately. Stressing out about a lot. I got so much stuff on my mind right now. My head and my heart hurts. I'm tired about thinking about all this shit. I just wish that this would hurry up and pass by. I wish that I could just put this shit behind me.

"You ready?" Jay asked me snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah." I replied getting out of the car and making my way towards the trunk.

As I grabbed the duffel bag, I turned around and made my way to the front of the car. I looked over at Jay and nodded my head before I made my way over to the black Escalade that these six guys were standing in front of. I couldn't help but laugh to myself. These niggas was really feeling themselves. They swore that they was big and bad. Man if only they knew.

"Here's your money." I said dropping the bag in front of a big stocky guy.

"Flacka, count the money." The stocky guy told some skinny boy. He looked about my age. I couldn't help but shake my head. But then again, I don't really know and or care for anyone's story.

"It's all here boss." The skinny boy said.

They grabbed the duffel bags and made their way into the car.

"Nice doing business with." The stocky guy chuckled before getting into the car. I watched as they drove off. This can't be it. This doesn't even make sense. I looked back at Jay and saw him in the phone.

"My brother told me that we need to call him after we switch cars, just in case they call themselves following us or something." Jay replied jumping into the drivers seat.

  I jogged to the passenger side and got in. I couldn't help but smile. I'm just a little bit closer to my Kenya. I miss this girl so much that it don't make any sense.

"Man come on." Jay said snapping me out of my thoughts. I looked up to see a black car. I guess that this is the car that we were supposed to be switching into.

We jumped into the car and headed to the address that Derrick gave us. It felt like we were driving for hours.

"Damn, how long is it going to take for us to get here." I asked Jay.

"We gonna be there soon bro." He said turning down this dirt road. I don't know what the hell and or where the hell we was going. I just wanted Kenya, man that's all I'm worried about. Kenya. If only she really knew. We ended up turning down this other path and about five minutes later, we pulled up out front if this big ass house. I mean this house was big as hell. And it was nice. We pulled up and Jay called Derricks girlfriend. I looked up at the house and saw all the barriers sliding up from the windows and doors.

Ten minutes later Derricks girl came outside. And next thing you know, Kenya came running out. All I could do was hug and hold her. This girl is my baby. My pooh. My everything. My world. And I don't know what I would do without her.