Masterpieces {Book 2}

if you were me then you'd be screaming 'someone shoot me'

Credit; FlowerCrownMikey

Aye my babe malumhoodings posted a new cake fic and it's great so yall should check it out (plus if i didn't shout her out she'd kill me) ily Han

Summary:

"And we broke up for this exact reason! The argument that we always have over coming out to anyone because we're so afraid of it! So why the fuck are we even trying anymore Calum?" Calum stood up from the table, going over to Luke and kneeling down so they were head to head. He took a deep breath before beginning to speak.

OR/ Calum and Luke are terrified of coming out and they accidentally do it anyway.

Enjoy :D

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"Maybe we should just like, tell them?" Luke said to Calum.

"Why the fuck would we want to do that?" Calum replied, getting butter and ham out of the fridge in Luke's house.

"We're going on tour tomorrow; it might get obvious?" Luke pointed out in a 'duh' tone. Calum gave him a disapproving look as he started to butter the bread. "Will you make me a sandwich too?" Luke asked him, giving a sweet smile from where he sat with his laptop at the dining table. Calum sighed but got out more bread anyway.

"They'll be freaked out, Luke. Everything will get weird between the four of us." Calum repeated the usual with the same sad look on his face. He and Luke had already had this conversation many times. "Besides, it's none of their business what we do in our free time." Luke looked up from the laptop with his jaw dropped.

"What we do in our free- Calum, we've been together for months! I think it's a little more than something we do in our spare time! Ash and Mike are our best friends."

"It's weird, Luke. That's how they'll see it. We're in a band- a real famous band and we're both guys. That's not something you see all the time, okay?" Calum handed Luke a plate with a ham sandwich on it and sat at the table across from him with his own.

"So if one of us was a girl it'd be different, yeah? More acceptable?" Luke asked in a harsh tone. "That's pathetic." He went back to looking at twitter on his laptop as he ate the sandwich Calum had made him.

"Look at me, Luke." Calum said calmly. Luke pushed his laptop to the side as he looked at Calum. "I want you, yeah. You know that. I just don't want to see your reaction when you see what people would say about this. You're the lead singer, you get all the attention and people would have a lot to say if you were gay, never mind dating the bassist of your own band."

"That's not the reason you don't want to tell anybody." Luke said calmly before pulling the laptop back in front of his face. He began clicking away on twitter again. "You're too happy to ruin it all."

"What?"

"You're so content with how your life is right now that you think telling anyone, even our best friends, makes your life worse. Dating me doesn't fall into Calum's perfect plan."

Calum blinked, staring at the back of Luke's laptop as the clicking continued. "Can you not even look at me while we argue?" Luke shoved the laptop away again, staring at Calum expectantly. Calum sighed, "I can't even believe we're having this argument again."

"Why are we even still trying?" Calum's head snapped up to Luke. Luke was holding back tears. "It didn't work out before the band, why are we so sure that we can make it work now?"