Will Poulter Imagines

Depression Is Not An Option

{Late imagine for @Aio_Yasuto290 thank you for requesting!}

"Emma.." I hear Will say.
"Emma."

I wake up fully to the sound of his voice and the feeling of his weight at the edge of the bed we both share.
I open my eyes, slowly, but surely, and the first thing I see is his face.
I look down and see that his knee was on the mattress and both of his hands were on either of my shoulders.
As soon as I saw him, my eyes started to water, especially when the thoughts from just a short amount of time ago came crashing down on me.
I jolt up and immediately wrap my arms around him and he almost instantly does the same thing.
"I'm sorry I wasn't here sooner, you know how it is with work." He says to me as he pats my hair down with his right hand.
"I got your voice mail and just, instantly told Ki I had to leave because he was the one closest to me."
A loud sniffle came from my nose and I felt so bad for making Will leave from the one time he got to see the old Maze Runner cast since he wouldn't be in The Scorch Trials.
"Are you alright?" Will asks.
The question itself made me burst into more fits of loud sobs as he held onto me tighter.
"Here." Will says as he sits down on the bed beside me while pulling me next to him.
I guess the position before wasn't comfortable for him and he maybe thought it wasn't for me either when in reality, that's the last thing I felt.
As Will continued to hold me in his arms, he started to try and calm me down.
"Hey now." Will says as he pulls away from my head.
He takes a few strands of my hair out of my face and puts them behind my ear.
He looks in my eyes, and I immediately feel some sort of relief as I look at the beautiful color that is his eyes, but not as much as I look at his long eyelashes as they blink softly.
"I'm here for you now, and if you want to we can discuss anything." He says in a serious tone while whispering.
He grabs a hold of both of my sweaty hands with his hands and it makes me feel great that he didn't pull away as soon as he felt the gross liquid on my palms.
I look at our locked hands and back into his eyes as he looks at me with a worried expression.
"I've been thinking of everything that has happened lately and in the past." I say as I'm afraid of what he'll say when he heard that I was thinking about the past. As in, the past I had with bad friends and a family that showed no concern or care towards me.
Will looks out the window and at me.
"I'm not going to tell you that you can just erase those things, instead, I'm going to tell you to look at yourself now and look at what the past brought you. You have me now and now I have you and-"
As Will starts to say something, he laughs and he just smiles at me that makes me smile too.
"I have you and I couldn't be happier. And I am so happy with the women you were and have become because of the women you were. You're a strong women and I'm a man who's lucky to have you."

As he says that I smile, and I go in for a hug that hopefully shows him that I love him so much.
"Also..." He says as he let's go of me.
I look at him confused and he turns toward my dresser.
He turns back towards me and in his hand, is a bouquet of White roses.
"Now, I know it's not much, but I just wanted to get you something that you could smell and enjoy and then, when they're close to dying, you or I can take the peddles off and you can use them for a bath..." He says as he hands them to me.
I look at them and take them from him slowly, as I lean in to smell them.
As I was looking down at them, he goes in to hug me again, and when he does, he kisses me sweetly.

A/N
Sorry it's super late darling, but I hope you like your imagine and please, have a great night/day!! <3 much love xx